I don't know if I am missing something at all, but if I am, then I'll need someone to play the tape and fill me in. What has ever been the satisfaction in living your life in competition with people around you? Like you want to be the one who knows all the cute boys around; you want to be the one who everyone's talking about; when you hear one girl's doing something that's amazing, you want to top it by all means; when you see other people getting where they want to be, all you want to do is prove that you can be more.
First off, that mentality of wanting to be the better than everybody is one that I would say is fueled by inferiority complex. You just feel so inferior that you have to do something that makes you feel like you rule a part of the world. You're soo not satisfied with yourself, that to get that satisfaction, you worry less about any other person, and try to get it all whatever the cost. What's the deal though? Why wouldn't you just use your inferiority complex as a good thing and try to work on yourself and things that you can do better? Do you honestly have to put out someone's light to make your's shine brighter?
I don't know why you would even make me a victim of this bad attitude of yours. If I had a choice, I would make it so that I never had to know you or sit next to you. I would make it so that I never had to share ANY part of my life with you. All you do is create all this unnecessary tension that doesn't need to be there because very unfortunately, you think you are better than me. I'm not one of those girls that has the perfect skin color like Julie Murphy, perfect beauty like Brenda Garcia, perfect style like Vanessa Anyoti, a perfect pocket like Limunga Mingo, or perfect swag like all four of these girls. I'm not. However, I have perfect confidence in the fact that God made me beautiful, and because of that, I know I am. Instead of hating and trying to belittle these gorgeous ladies so I can look better, I rub shoulders with them so all the good qualities can rub off on me. For starters, I'm smarter than you. Biaaaooooootch.
Then again, why would you start a battle that you cannot fight? Honestly though, if you want to make me a victim of your bullshit, be ready to fight to the finish cause I REFUSE to be one. I'm walking on my path at my pace, and you will not disrupt it. You are so closed minded seeing me in your way, when you should be open minded seeing where you are in your journey of achieving what you have in your mind for yourself. I appreciate it however, that you see me as such a big deal and therefore think that to satisfy yourself, you have to be better than me.... Cause I'm just THAT important. I'm really worth your time aren't I? Breaking news: You're worth none of mine. none at all, because I'm good at whatever I do, and you're good at whatever you do. I don't live my life thinking about you all day.
Then again always remember that if you're going to be two faced, at least make one of them pretty. You're two faced, but they both ugly as hell. My last piece of advice for you is this - Don't compete with me. Try competing with the weather, cause at least, 7 out of 12 months in the year, you get to be hotter than it. Its rather unfortunate that I'm a threat to you 12 out of 12 months in the year. I am not saying that I am better than you in any way, but it sure seems like you believe that I am, so deal with it homie, and stay away from me. Your negativity irritates the shit out of me.
that's all about these lame asses that give me goose bumps...as i do it.
~***Shanpepe~***
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