We seek God's forgiveness

Tell me really, was it worth it? When every time you sin, you feel degraded, in despair, the guilt, the shame, the humiliation. Was it really worth it? And then you pledge, never again. Never again. Yet you find yourself in the same predicament. So, you choose to sin, choose to feel degraded, the despair, the guilt, the shame, and even the humiliation. Are we so weak that we choose to sin the same sin over and over again knowing what occurs afterwards is bitter? Knowing the regret, the sadness, the feelings of humiliation are there? Subhan’Allah. I say this as a reminder to myself, first and foremost. -EtSk~