I Just Started To Write When I Was Mad/Sad

It’s just something I did about my life. It might make no sense to you but whatever…

This is my life
My family is f**ked up my grandfathers gone
My mom beat me and then my brother joined in
I have nothing to live for
Friends they would cry but just find a new friend
I desperately tried to kill my-self lots
I wish I would have not even lived
I don’t know what my real problem is but right now as
I write this I cry for I am dead inside and I don’t know why!
For all I care I might even kill my self soon
I get into sh*t with my friends and family pay for
I just wish.. Just wish...