I miss you

awkward moment before

I can sit here with you forever

I can sit here with you forever. I don't need to touch you. I don't need to hear your voice. I don't even have to look at you. As long as I know that you are here besides me. If I can smell your scent that I've grown to adore more than that of roses, hear you breathe and feel your warmth in the air around me, I'll be happy all my life...

I Miss my Teenage Life

Noon ang buhay ko,sobrang saya, bonding time sa mga kaibigan ko,uuwi kahit anong oras gusto, kahit napapagalitan ng magulang-okay lang-pero hindi ko kahit kelan sinisi ang magulang ko,mahal ko sila mula pa nung matuto akong tumayo at magkaron ng isip-hinding hindi ko sila ipagpapalit kahit kanino man-kung papipiliin man ako kung sino sa pagibig o pamilya-natural na pamilya ang pipiliin ko-kase knug talgang mahal ako ng taong yun-tatanggapin nya ang pamilya ko at igagalang nya ang disisyon ko-khit ano man agn mangyari.

Pagaaral lang ang lagi kong pinoproblema noon,kapag gusto ko lumiban sa klase-isang excuse letter lang-ligtas na naman ako sa exams, wala akong ibang ginagawa kundi-laskwatsa ang isipin-kung saan na aman ang tambayan, kung ano kaya ang masarap na baunin-saan pwede pumunta-kahit ano pa man-kapag me kagalt ako-hindi ko pinapansin-sila na din mismo kase ang lumalapit at humihingi ng tawad sakin-sabagay sila naman lagi me mali kaya sila nga dapat ang humingi ng tawad.

Sa bahay, kahit naman madami akong obligasyon-hindi parin ako pinbabayaan ng magulang ko, sobrang mahal ako ng papa ko at ramdam ko yun-ako pa nga ang paborito nya ee-sabi yun ng mga kapatid ko at mama ko, si mama kahit wala yan pakialam sakin-mahal din ako nyan-me mga pagkakataon lang talga na-hindi ko siya kayang unawain-sdahil siguro sa bata pa ako kung magisip noon.kahit nga binibigyan ko sya lagi ng sama ng loob-hindi nya parin nakayang talikuran ako-bilang anak nya at bilang isa sa bahagi ng buhay nya-ang sarap sa pakiramdam-sobrang saya ko ng mga oras at panahon na yun-yung tipong halos-ayoko na matapos pa ang oras na yun.


Yung mga kapatid ko, si kuya kahit na kamuntik ko pa yan mapatay nun,mahal na mahal ko parin yan-di ko din maitatanggi sa sarili ko na sobrang nagselos ako sakanya dahil mas mahal nya ni mama pero ayus lang siguro yun-naintidhan ko-kase para kay mama ako-marunong na sa buhay-kaya si kuya alang ang lagi nyang binabantyan kase mas kelangan nya ng pagunawa ng isang magulang-kita mo ngayon nagbago na din si kuya at dahil yun sa nagmature na sya-at dahil din sa isang taong minahal at natutunan nyang pahalagahan pangalawa sa mama namin-yun ay si rona-

Si ate,sobrang idol ko sya-kahit naman nong bata pako gusto ko maging katulad ni ate, ewan ko ba pero pakiramdam ko mahal na mahal din ako ni ate,, laht kase ng hingin ko-ibinibigay nya-yun tipong parang ako pa ang mas mahalaga kesa sa ibang kapatid namin kaya naman lagi ko sya binabantayan-at pinoprotektahan, ayoko kase na me mangyaring masama sakanya-pinangarap ko na makatagpo sya ng isang prinsipe na magbibigay halaga sakanya-yung tipo ng taong hindi hindi sya iiwanan kahit ikamatay pa nya iyon- pero ewan ko ngayon-nadisapoint ako nng malaman kung......
kaya nagalit ako sakanya-mula non nagtanim nako ng galit sakanya at sa taong yun-ayoko na gann sya-lagi ko nga hinihintay na sana marealize nya na-di tama yun-na iba pala ang gusto nya at d ang taong yun-ayoko talga-ayoko-

at yung mga sumonod na kapatid ko-hindin hindi ko sila pababayaan-gusto ko kahit anoman mangyari-buo parin kami-gusto ko nga kahit me asawa na sila mga kpatid ko-nasa isang home town parin kami-natatakot ako na magkahiwa hiwalay kami-ayoko mangyari yun, ayko- ipagtatanggol ko sila hanggang kamatayn-sumpa man.. wala nako pakialam kung wala ng dumating na pagibig sakin-ayoko din nun ee-gsuto ko para nalang sa kanila.

HOW ANGELS SLEEP

Unsoundly. They toss and turn, trying to understand the mystery of the living. They know so little about what it's like to fill a new prescription for glasses and suddenly see the world again, with a mixture of disappointment and gratitude ... Also, they don't dream. For this reason, they have one less thing to talk about. In a backward way, when they wake up they feel as if there is something they are forgetting to tell each other. There is disagreement among the angels as to whether this is a result of something vestigial, or whether it is the result of the empathy they feel for the Living, so powerful it sometimes makes them weep. In general, they fall into these two camps on the subject of dreams. Even among the angels, there is the sadness of division.

Depression Thoughts

I just think that all you people need someone to be there for you when you wana cry and everyone of u shud get help....because every single one of u were born 4 a reason...not to jst die wen u wana die...you die when ur supposed 2 die....when thingz get a lil bit tough u cant decide ur going to cut or something you have to pass it time will make you stronger...believing is the key....

I've learned that this darkness that seeks to consume my life is only sharing this body with me.  I will press on, sometimes like the living dead, because I have a right to try.  This is my life too and this depression cannot completely define me or I will cease to be.  Fight for your right to life; death will come in its own time.

one day youll wake up and wonder--isnt it someone missing?then youll shed a tear because you miss the emptiness.

Life is bad. It's just a bunch of aches and pains. When ever there is some good/happiness it's inevitable that it is going to end. I've resolved myself. I'm not going to  expect anything but the worst because it's inevitable. Why be caught by suprise by something you know isn't going to last. Don't be a fool, even if it does get better always know it will come to an end.

it hurts now and it will hurt more 2morrow, i will always have pain and feel sorrow...help me please im blinded by my tears and i just cant see so many devils tryna recycle my soul because where im from there's no possitive foe's.


Blue and white skies outside, blue and white pills inside. The sun is shinning outside, so why do I feel so dark inside?

he had killed me so i will kill him back  becouse it hurts' please help me before its too late.

Im scared of alot of things, but im not scared of the boogyman, the shadow or the thought of dying, the only thing im scared of, is rethinking how dumb i could be to do this to her...i loved her so much.

Life??? that is the true question...

I feel myself slipping more and more every year now. I don't know why i feel the way I do about myself. I just have so much hate in me towards myself. Why I ask myself many times, am I now happy with my life. I'm still waiting for the answer to this day. My past delt with my overcoming my epilpsy disorder which cause me to miss out on most of my life. Two years after the surgery were the toughest. I was glad not to be sick anymore, but yet i felt so empty and alone in this world. The few years after that things were good. I went back to school and am now working a nice job. But for some reason last year I suddenly felt the sadness slowly coming back. I feel that this time it is stronger than it every was before. I've spoken with my doctor and he just says that I have been putting to much on my plate and that i need to relax and try to enjoy life. Prehaps he's right, but Im starting to fear that this sadness may one day overtake me. Ive recently screwed up my relationship I had with a great girl. I think to myself alot as to why am I here, what is my purpose. I know that I have not completed my mission here since I have come close to death a few times but yet I still survived. I'll continue writing more later, I could probably write a book with all i have to say........ Life??? that is the true question...

Tama na sa Pagiyak

Naisip mo na ba na sayang ang luha mo
Dahil sa mga walang kwentang bagay at taong iniiyakan mo
kelan ba nagamot ng luha ang sugat?
Hindi naman diba kaya tama na sa pagiyak
at tama na sa lungkot na lagi mong dinadamayan

Wag kang makinig sa mga sinasabi nila
Wag mong husgahan pati sariling kakayanan
Alam mong tama ka ngunit silay pinakikinggan pa
Hindi naman masama na ikay ngmahal lamang
kaya tama na sa pagiyak at pagmukmok jan

Isang malakas na halakhak ang dapat mong gawin
Bitawan mo ang salitang; hindi ko kayang mawala sya
Dahil hinding hindi ka talga sasaya sa dahilan na yun
Yung tinitibok ng puso mo ikanta mo
Yung sinisigaw ng utak mo isigaw mo tama na sa pagiyak

Hindi ba maganda ka naman
Hindi ba me mga kakayanan ka din naman
Mga bagay na wala sakanya na meron ka
Mga katangian na taglay mo na wala sakanila
Kaya tama na sa pagiyak ngumiti ka nalang kaya

Ayan,dahil sa kagustuhan mong sumaya
Unti unti mo ng naibubuka ang mga labi mo
Unti unti mo ng nilalagyan ng paru paru ang mga mata mo
Sikapin mong makuha ang mga bagay na ayaw ng iba
Pagkat hindi lahat ng tinapon ay wala ng kwenta
Tama na sa pagiyak at hayaan mong mawala ang lahat
hayaan mong problema at alinlangan ay mabura
Upang ang iyong kaligayahan ang syang sumakop sayong kaluluwa
tahan na wag ka ng umiyak at sayang ang luha mo

I'm human, I make mistakes.

I'm human, I make mistakes. I've done things I'm not proud of and I have regrets. Im insecure and at times not very confident. I tend to be shy and reserved at times, but there are also times I'm outspoken and a little crazy. I've been hurt and I've been lied to time and time again, and I don't trust easy. I'm scared of falling again; afraid that the minute I start to fall, I'll end up on the ground again,asking myself, why I keep letting this happen. I'm by no means perfect, and neither is my family. In fact, my family's a little screwed up at times, and sometimes, they hurt me. I hate when people pretend to be something they're not around me. I'm stubborn. I'm judgemental. I'm not the brightest person in the world and I'm sure you can do better. But know that I'm also,curious, looking to experience things I have yet to experience. I like to sing and I want to dance in the middle of the street without any music. I love to laugh and have fun. I want to be kissed in the rain. I want to be held tight and protected. I like taking random walks without a clue as to where I'm going. I love watching movies, especially scary ones. I want somebody to look at me, the way nobody has..I want someone to look at me, in a way they've never looked at anybody. I just want somebody to take my face in their hands, look me in the eyes, and for once, tell me that I'm good enough.

You're too Young to know Pain

How can you know what pain is? You're too young to know pain. You're too young to know real hurt."

"Maybe you're right. I don't know pain. I guess sitting by the phone for hours waiting for someone to call, but knowing they won't isnt pain. Crying myself to sleep for hours, because every word they say cuts me worse than the knife that cuts my wrist isnt pain. I guess having my heart ripped out and thrown around every day by someone new isnt pain. Waking up alone every morning and going to sleep alone every night isnt pain. I guess you're right. I'm too young to know pain."

me and someone else

Meaningful Quotes About Love and Life

Ang buhay parang sapatos lang daw yan na matagal mong naSTOCK sa closet-kung kelan gusto mo ng gamitin saka naman to masisira ng kusa.


Minsan ang tao-mapapansin mo-masaya pa lang sya tapos mamaya nyan umiiyak na-ganyan daw talaga kase-minsan kala mo kaya mo pero pag napatunayan mo na-hindi mo pala talaga kaya-kaya hihingi ka ng tulong sa iba-me mga magbibigay ng tulong-me mga magaalok ng tulong at syempre meron din naman mga taong tatanggihan ka.

Mahirap magmahal lalo na yung di mo man lang nasisilayan ang ngiti nya sa mga labi-di mo man lang napapanood na natutuwa sya at ngsasaya dahil me mga bagay na nagpapaligaya sakanya-okay lang sayo yun-basta makita syang masaya kahit hindi ikaw ang dahilan nito.

Hindi mahirap ang buhay-nasasabi lang yan ng mga taong mahina ang loob-pero mas lalong wla namang mahiang loob kase lahat naman nakakaya diba-kung nakaya nya nga-bakit ikaw-syempre kakayanin mo din-tatayo ka lang lagi kapag nadadapa ka na.

Nabuhay daw ang tao para maging maligaya-ginawa daw ang bibig para gamitin sa pagtawa-pero bakit minsan ang buhay nasasaktan din at ang bibig mismo ang nagpapakita na umiiyak din pala ang kaligayahan na gusto mo.

Ang buhay para ding SAYAW -hindi ko kayang sabayan.


Kung sa tingin mo wala akong pakialam sayo dahil nagagawa ko pang kumain at magpakasaya-pwes nagkakamali ka-dahil ayoko na sirain ang buhay ko dahil gusto ko na ako ang mgbibigay ng lakas ng loob sayo para kayanin ang problema mo.


Pano ka matututo sa buhay kung iniiwasan mong madapa-

Wala naman ako ibang hiniling para sayo diba-di ko naman hiniling na sirain mo ang buhay mo dahil lang sa pagmamahal mo sakin-ang gusto ko lang ee ako yung maging dahilan kung bakit ka nagtatagumpay at kung bakit wala kang pinagsisisihan sa disisyon mo.


Hindi dahil walang ngmamahal sayo iisipin mo nang wala kang silbi at wala kang kwenta-mali ka-dahil meron ka pang pinangangalagaan at yun at kahit kelan di ka iiwanan-

ANINO:

Hindi mo ko masisisi kung mawala man ako sa paningin mo sa tuwing susubukan mong magtago sa kadiliman-andun pa rin ako di mo lang makita kase kelangan mo lang akong pakiramdaman.


kahit maging yoyo man ako sa buhay mo-hindi pa rin ako kaylanman mapapagod na magpabalik balik sa buhay mo-alam mo kung bakit? dahil alam ko na sayo lang ako sasaya at di sa ibang tao.

Kaylan pa ako napagod na humingi ng tawad?-kaylan ba ako nagsawa na suyuin ka?-kaylan ba yung araw na pinabayaan kita?-at kaylan ba ako nawala sa buhay mo?kung meron man-hindi ko na matandaan dahil naisantabi ko na ang buhay ko para sa pagmamahal sayo.

Maybe the world would be a little nicer if everyone…

•Stopped just LISTENING to a friend’s problems and started actually CARING about them. Believe me; they’ll be able to tell the difference.

•Said hello to a random stranger. Some people might give you a weird look, but you never know when you’re missing out on meeting someone amazing because of words unspoken.

•Walked away from an argument before they say something they’ll regret later. Once you set your mind to it, it’s not hard to be the bigger person.

•Stopped caring about what everyone else thinks. If you have time to care, then you’re not really living life.

•Didn’t believe what people who DON'T MATTER say. They’re just trying to hurt you, so don’t bother listening.

•Expressed what they feel. Even anger and hurt are better than no emotion at all.

•Apologized when they know they’re wrong. Pride can’t keep you company on a cold night.

•Allowed themselves to love. It’s better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all.

•Complained about their lives less. Everyone has problems, some worse than others, but complaining never solves anything.

•Tried a little harder to achieve their dreams. Because without dreams, what else are we living for?

•Helped someone even when they didn’t ask for it. Sometimes two simple little words like “Help me” becomes the most difficult thing to say.

•Prayed. It doesn’t matter what you say, how you say it, or what god you say it to, as long as you have enough faith left to care and care enough to have faith.

•Just laughed. Laughing is so much more important than we give it credit for.

•Were a bit more optimistic. We make our hell, our heaven too, with how we act, and what we do.

•Had a best friend. Friendship is a precious gift...try not to lose it.

•Moved past the bad things. There are times in life when there isn’t a solution or an explanation, and we have no other choice but to, Just. Move. On.

•Shared their wisdom. The next generation needs guidance just as much as you once did…even if they won’t admit it.

•Stopped with prejudice. Everyone deserves a chance, so give them one.

And maybe YOUR life would be a little brighter if you…

•Stopped sitting here reading this list and actually went out in the world and made a difference. Be worthwhile, make an impact!

Someday I'll Find my Perfect Escape

I was here lying in my bed all alone.
Listening for the quiet music Ive never been hear.
I am here so close again waiting for the morning after dark.
Thinking about everything that i know it never come

And I know it will never happen again
Because people dragging me down
People disagree,
People disapprove,
People doesn't have care at all

They didn't know what i am waiting
Nobody understand what i am supposed to tell.
Things change just like how people do,
I suddenly close my eyes with tears
Remembering all those memory brings me into a cruel life,

The pain that never erase inside my soul,
Those heartaches that i wish I'm dead to take it out from me,
A year ago,
a month,
thousands of yesterday,
the past hours,
the minutes,
and the seconds of the life.

I know now that life is imperfect
And the world seems so unfair
I promise to myself
Someday I'll find my perfect escape,
It's true that if you really wanted to get something you want,

You have to learn to sacrifice,
to get hurt,
to be in pain,
and to let your life have Scars
and the wound shall be allowed to heal,
but life seems so unfair,that's why people judged lord,
and ask for everything to be perfect even if everybody know

Nobody is perfect,
I am twenty but i am very disappointed to myself,
Disappointed for everything who seen by my eyes,
I hold my head and promise everything,
I promise someday I'll find my perfect escape,

The perfect place where no ones feel the pain,
No time that need to be wasted,
No wounded can have scars,
No people with teary eyes,
It's a perfect place to me,

It's perfect room where i always stay everyday of my life,
The place where i can find the next door of my life,
The door that we can knock someday and leave behind,
It's  gone now,
Everything is gone forever.
Love dies,Memories are fade and people die.

I've Learned For What....

I've learned that we don't have to change friends,If we understand that friends change.

I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words, it may be that last time you see them.

I've learned that we are responsiable for what we do, no matter how we feel.

I've learned that either you control your attitude, or it controls you
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I've learned that my best friend and I , can do anything or nothing and still ahve a good time.

I've learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you are down, will be the one who helps you get up.

I've learned that sometimes when i am angry i have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.

I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them too, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

I've learned that maturity has more to do with what types of expirences you've had and what you learned from them, and less to do with how many years you have lived.

I've learned that it isin't always enough to be forgiven by others, but sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.

I've learned that just because two people argue, doesn't mean they don't love eachother. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do love eachother.

I've learned that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secrect, it may change you life forever.

I've learned that sometimes the people that you love most in lfe, are taken from you too soon.

I've learned that you can't make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved, and the rest is up to them.

I've learned that no matter how much i care, some people just dont care back.

I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and just seconds to destroy it.

I've learned that it's not what you have in life, but who you have that counts.

I've learned that you can keep going, long after you think you can't.

I've learned that their are people who love you dearly, but just don't know how to show it.

I've learned that even when you feel you have no more to give, a friend cries out and you find the srenght to help.

I've learned that our backgrounds and circumstances may have influenced our lives, but we are responsiable for who we become

She Left me The Biggest Thing I Ever Wanted

There was a girl, who i really crush before,It was when we are in the freshman college in the University,I don't think she will be like me too-but i swear, in her great perfect smile with a dimples,damn,i was really attracted with her,it was the orientation for the class beginning it was her with her classmates,maybe.she's wearing a red blouse and a jeans with headband in her hair, i think it was very fit to her dim color. And if she start to smile, i was feel so paralize, I don't know why,but there is always keep me smile too  and her smile give me a thousands butterfly in my stomach.Sarcastic right,but i swear,i like her. Then she start to speak with her friends, saying; " theres a guy i hate-he hit me and he never ask an apologize.shit!"and even when she get mad-shes really beautiful,her eyes full of wisdom and her voice is like an anghel who i nver know before.



I'm feel obsessed with her ad it will take me to be her stalker,haha everytime i go to school i walked near in her room and waving m hand to her.even if shes not looking at me. And mybe shes one of the reason why i always go to school late,because she always lates everytime in their class. One day we both late and its unexpectedly moment,we are in a staires and she saw me,she look at me and smile, i stop and my heart beat fast,and then she start to say "HI" to me, i feel deaf,and her voice was really amazing.I love it when she talk and smile,and her eyes wink at me,i am dead. then she run to go to her room-i was stock in the staires thinking and imagining what she left me-she left me the biggest thing i ever want.

Tagalog Quotes ni Pilosopong Utak

REAL CONVO
Girl: do u love me?
Boy: no.
Girl: (cried and push the boy) i hate you!
Boy: why hate me?
Girl: cause you don't love me at all. (crying)
Boy: no,it's not what i mean.
Girl: then what is it?
Boy: i just want you to love me-only you-cause i will keep you forever if you'll do.
Girl: <3 love u 2.

aDminwishmaSterbOy
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NICE THOUGHTS:

-"kahit magpaanod ka sa dagat kung marunong ka naman lumangoy-di mo pa rin hahayaan na ipadpad ka ng alon sa kung saan-kase ikaw pa rin ang magdidisisyon kung saan mo gusto mapadpad."

(makesense)
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BANAT of the DAY:

Girl: bakit ba selos ka ng selos jan?
Boy: ee bakit ba paselos ka ng paselos jan?
Girl: ee kase gusto ko lang malaman kung mahal moko.
Boy: ano kaba-sobrang ngseselos na nga ako ee-lalo na kung pinapakita mo na sobrang mahal na mahal moko-pati tuloy sarili mo napapabayaan mo na-dahil sakin.

wew
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ADVICE para sa mga naguguluhan:

"di mo kailangan maguluhan sa isang sitwasyon-kase kung talagang ayaw mo na-aaminin mo ito sa kanya at kung talagang may pagasa pa at gusto mo pa siya-magusap kayo-kase kahit sino pa ang tanungin mo kung ano ang dapat mong gawin-mas nakakabuti pa rin yung "KAYO MISMO ANG MAGUSAP AT MAGAYUS NG SITWASYON"

aDminwishmaSterbOy
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kapag naramdaman mo na nasasaktan mo na siya-
huwag mo ng hayaan na makita pang tumutulo ang luha sa kanyang mga mata-
yakapin mo na siya at sabihin kung gaano mo siya kamahal at gaano mo iniingatan ang isang tulad niya.

aDminwishmaSterbOy
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2ND CHANCE?
-ito yung pagkakataon na sobrang sinusulit mo at sobrang pinahahalagahan mo kase alam mo na wla ka ng pagasa sa susunod na magkamali ka. samantalang ang FIRST CHANCE binabalewala mo lang kase alam mo na mapapatawad ka pa.tsk tsk isipin mo..

aDminwishmaSterbOy
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Hindi tulad ng gameboy o online games ang sitwasyon sa isang relasyon kaya wag mo itong ikukumpara sa taong mahal mo-dahil hin di mo maaaring eRESTART O eNEWGAME kapag natalo ka at eEXIT pagayaw mo na.

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BANAT NG MGA PANGIT:
"dibale ng pangit marunong naman magpakatao-samantalang madalas kapag may itsura-mas pangit pa samin kung umasta."

aDminwishmaSterbOy
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kung kumplikado ang relasyon niyo-hiwalayan mo na-kase di naman magiging komplikado ang isang sitwasyon kung pareho nyu pang mahal ang isa't isa.

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Tagalog Love Quotes and Saying

Minsan bago ka magpaalam-iniisip mo muna yung mga bagay na mangyayari-
"baka magalit sya-
"baka masaktan mo lang-
"baka kung ano naman gawin nya sa sarili nya-
at di nawawala sa sarili natin na magtanong o magisip na:

"baka kalimutan nya lang ako pagkatapos ko magpaalam."

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Sa BUHAY kailangan lang- tiyaga at lakas ng loob-
Sa PAGIBIG kailangan lang- tiwala at pagkakaintindihan-
pero lahat ng yan nawawala din at mapapalitan ng
"GALIT at PAGHIHIGANTI" kapag NASAKTAN ka na.

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Lahat ng tao natutulog-
kaya wag mong sasabihin na habang buhay kang mulat sa kaligayahan na nararamdaman mo ngayon dahil dadating ang araw na magigising ka rin sa pagkakahimlay mo.

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Wag mong sisihin ang NAKARAAN kung bakit nasasaktan ka sa HINAHARAP tandaan mo-ikaw lang mismo tumalikod at hin yung mundo.

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Ang mahalin ang isat isa kahit ayaw sainyo ng mundo-
Ay parang pagtakbo sa loob ng isang kwarto-
kahit anung bilis pa ang itakbo mo-
mahuhuli at mahuhuli din kayo-
buksan mo man ang pinto-
magkakahiwalay lang kayo.
no choice-(makesense)
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kapag nasaktan ka at umasa sa isang bagay na di naman totoo-
Isipin mo nalang pumasok ka sa isang pinto-akala mo bukas na-me salamin pa pala.

wew-sakit nun diba-napahiya ka pa.nyenye
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wag mong iiwan ang mahal mo na magisa sa lugar kung saan naroon ang mga me gusto sakanya.
dahil para ka lang ngbaon ng kayamanan sa palengke-

madaming magkakainteres na hukayin at angkinin.
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Kahit gaano pa man kadami ang magkainteres sa taong mahal mo kung talagang ikaw lang ang mahal nya-sya mismo ang lalayo at gagawa ng paraan para layuan sya ng mga ito.

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Hindi sapat na patunay na nagmamahalan kayo dahil lagi kayong magkasama-
minsan mas mabuti yung minsan malayo kayo sa isat isa para mas napapatunayan nyu yung tiwala sa isat isa at pagkakaintidihan kahit na di nagkikita.

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Masarap makipagkaibigan sa taong may gusto sayo-kase lahat ng sinasabi mo gusto nya-pero mahirap din minsan kase di mo napapansin oo lang sya ng oo yun pala nasasaktan na sya-ayaw nya lang na lumayo ka.
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Hindi pagiging SAWI ang tawag sayo kapag tinanggihan ka ng taong gusto mo kundi PAGKAKATAON- pagkakataon para makilala ang taong mas nararapat para sa pagmamahal mo,kaya wag ka malungkot.

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Ang hayaan ang iyong mahal na mawala ay hindi tulad sa pagpapalipad ng saranggola na kapag naputol ang tali-hahayaan mo nalang ito at gagawa ka ulit ng bago.
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Ang PAGIBIG parang sandata lang din na ginagamit mong pang sangga para manatili kang buhay sa gitna ng gera-at ito din ang maaaring makapatay sayo kapag itinutok mo ito mismo sa sarili mo.

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Sa pag-ibig, di mahalaga ang nakaraan kundi ang kasalukuyan. Mas matimbang ang karanasan kaysa sa sakit na pinagdaanan. Ang tanging magpapatatag dito ay kapatawaran at hindi ang pagsumbat sa kasalanan.
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SAD: Nung dumating siya, sabi ko sa kaibigan ko.. "mahal ko yan!" tapos tinanong niya ko.. "eh bakit mo pinakawalan?" sabi ko, "kung naging kami ba, ba't ko pakakawalan?" =(

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kapag na-mimiss kita, dumadating yung oras na nalulungkot ako dahil di kita nakikita.. nakakasama.. mahawakan.. mayakap.. makausap.. pero kahit ganun, masaya pa rin ako.. dahil kapag na-mimiss kita, lalo kang napapamahal sa akin!
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kahit anong paliwanag ang sabihin ko,
hindi pa rin nila ako naiintindihan,
kahit mamatay sa kakasigaw na "alam ko ang ginagawa ko!"
makikialam pa rin sila at kokontra sa aking gusto
pero di ako nagagalit sa kanila,di ako ngtatanim ng sama ng loob
taathimik nalang ako lagi-
pero sana naman maisio nila na
tao lang din ako at sobrang

"ANG SAKIT SAKIT NA"
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eto uh pashare narinig ko lang.
boy:"wag mo akong pagbabawalan na mahalin ka dahil kahit kaylan di kita pinagbawalan na tanggihan ang pagmamahal ko ng paulit ulit."
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paano mo ba masasabi na masaya pa rin siya sa piling mo pgkatapos kang patawarin?
yun bang kapag kausap mo sya nakangiti sya?
kapag magkasama kayo tuwang tuwa sya?
kapag namimis nyu ang isat isa yayakapin ka ng buong kaligayahan?
pero pano nga ba kung ang lahat ng pinapakita nya ee sobrang nasasaktan pa rin pala siya dahil sa kasalanan na dati mong nagawa.
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totoo namn aa-mahal mo lang ako kase ayaw mong tapusin ko ang buhay ko-
kase takot ka na ikaw ang masisi at maging dahilan ng pagkamatay ko-
kya di mo ako iniiwan kahit sobrang nasasaktan na kita-
ang tanong ko lang "May pagmamahal paba na kasama yun?"
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Hindi lang ikaw yung nasasaktan sa sitwasyon natin-
Hindi lang ikaw yung nahihirapan dahil sa nangyayari-
at lalong hindi lang ikaw yung nakikipaglaban dahil sa pagibig natin-
ako yung mahal mo at mahal kita kaya wag mong sabihin na balewala ka sakin
dahil sa lahat ng nagawa ko sayo lang ako nakaranas matuto ng pagkakamali.
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Minsan uupo ka nalang sa tabi at magiisip sa mga bagay na natapos mangyari
maiisip mo na mali pala ang lahat ng iyon-
maiisip mo na hindi tama ang insal mo sa harap nya-
pero tama naman ata yung siya ang ipagtanggol ko kaya ako nakagawa ng kasalanan.
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Alam mo ba? kahit saktan mo nalang ako-kahit parusahan mo ako ng paulit ulit-basta wag ka lang aalis sa tabi ko tatanggapin ko lahat ng pasakit mo-ipaparamdam ko na nagsisisi na ako sa nagawa ko sayo-kaya sana naman wag mong ipagsigawan na "PINAGLARUAN LANG KITA" dahil kahit kelan di kita binalak na paglaruan.

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"Nagtataka ka siguro kung bakit hindi ka nya masyado kinakausap at di ka nya masyado hinahanap...

Alam mo kung bakit?

Kase gusto nya din maramdaman kung talaga bang MAHALAGA din sya sayo.
Kaya wag ka magalit kung bat di sya nagpaparamdam kaw kase snob mo sya minsan"
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"Hindi mo talaga makikilala ang taong tunay na magmamahal sayo-
kase sa iba ka naman tumitingin.
Hahaha sa kabila yun."
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"Minsan kahit nasaktan ka na ng paulit ulit,
di ka pa rin sumusuko na magmahal ng paulit ulit.
Kase alam mo na, madami pa ang dadaan sa buhay mo at madami pa ang mangyayari sa hinaharap mo.
At alam mo din na me talagang tao na nakatakda para sayo- sinusubok ka lang talaga ng tadhana kung hanggang saan ang kakayanin mo."
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"Hindi masama ang umasa na mamahalin ka din ng taong mahal mo,
ang masama lang dun kapag pinapakita mo na hindi mo sya mahal pero sa puso mo takot ka din na mwala sya."
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"kung lagi kang nakatingin sa likuran mo-

hindi ka talaga magkakaroon ng pagkakataon para makita ang hinaharap mo.

subukan mo kaya maglakad ng diretso-

baka makasalubong mo ang taong para sayo."
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"huwag mong bibilhin ang isang bagay na di mo naman pangangalagaan.
kase me ibang tao pa ang mas karapat dapat para sa bagay na yun."
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"kahit gaano ka pa katanga at kagago pagdating sa pagibig-
wag mong isipin na hindi ka na makakagawa ng tama-
malay mo sa minsang pagkakamali mo makilala mo ang taong tatama nito.

diba mas masaya?"
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" Sa minsang pagkadapa mo sa lupa-
kailangan ay lagi kang babangon-
lagi mong papakita sa buong mundo na kaya mo
pero wag mo naman lagi sasabihin na OKAY ka-
kase kung di mo na talga kaya-

baka ako yung taong makakatulong sayo-

hahahah "
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"Kung gusto mo talaga maging masaya ang taong mahal mo-
Di mo na kailangan mangako ng mga bagay bagay-
Ang dapat mo lang gawin ay ang MANATILI-
kase alam nya na di ka mawawala sa kanya."
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"Minsan di mo napapansin na-nagiging makasarili ka na-
yun bang laging sariling kagustuhan mo ang pinaiiral mo-
kaya naman sa ginagawa mong yan-
di mo na din napapansin na-
unti unti ng umaalis ang mga taong nagmamahal at nagpapahalaga sayo-"
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"Sa tuwing hihiga ka sa gabi para matulog-
Sigurado ka ba na sya lang ang nsa isip mo?
Sigurado ka ba na di sya nawawala sa isip mo?
kase di mo naman sigurado kung sya nga ba ang gusto mong isipin.
baka me ibang tao pa-"
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"Sa taong tunay na nagmamahal-
hindi mahalaga kung maganda ka-
hindi rin mahalaga kung sexy ka-
ang mahalaga dun ee
yung mahal ka nya at mahal mo din sya.
yun yun wag na maghanap ng ibang dahilan. Upakan pa kita jan."
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"Mahalin mo yung PUSO na MAKAKASAKIT sayo, pero wag mong SASAKTAN ang PUSO na NAGMAMAHAL sayo.

aDminwishmaSterbOy"

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"Ang pagalala sa PAGIBIG ay parang pagsasabi ng pagmamahal kung saan hindi mo ito nakikita.

aDminwishmaSterbOy"
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"Ang PAGIBIG ay tulad din ng PANINDA; madaling simulan,pero mahirap kapag ihihinto mo na.

aDminwishmaSterbOy"
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"Minsan sa buhay kapg namimis mo ang isang tao na gusto mo na kunin sa panaginip mo at mayakap sya sa totoong buhay! Sana napapanaginipan ka ng taong yun.


aDminwishmaSterbOy"
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" Hindi porke't lagi mong nakikita ang mukha nya sa lahat ng makasalubong mo ee mahal mo na sya-

minsan gust mo lang makaganti sa taong yun- me atraso lang sya sayo kaya di mo maalis sa isip mo.

aDminwishmaSterbOy"-
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" DND:
""yung iniisip mo ng isang tao ng maraming oras sa bawat araw kesa isipin ang tungkol sa sarili mo.""

yun ang LOVE.ganyan ka ba?

aDminwishmaSterbOy"
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" kung ang kaligayahan ng isang tao ang inaalala mo- hindi ka talga magiging masaya lalo na kung
ibinabahagi nya rin sa ibang tao ang kaligayahan na ibinibigay mo-hakhakhak para ka rng
nagtatrabaho tapos ibinubuhay mo lang sa kapitbahay nyu-wapak!!! basag!!"
"""TRUST & UNDERSTANDING""
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yan ang pinakaimportante sa isang relasyon-pagpareho kayong wala nyan-o ang isang tao lang ang meron nyan-wag mong asahan na magtatagal kayo.pero me isang bagay pa kung bakit nananatili ang dalawa sa isat isa yun ay dahil sa: ""AWA"" tama?

aDminwishmaSterbOy "
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"Alam ko na kung bakit ako nawawala-hindi dahil wala akong MAPA,,kundi dahil wala ako sa tamang destinasyon ko.

aDminwishmaSterbOy "
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"Hindi ka talaga makakapag MOVE ON kung patuloy mong PINAGSISISISHAN ang iyong NAKARAAN.

aDminwishmaSterbOy"
"IIWASAN KO NA SYA

-ang salitang lagi mong sinasabi pero hindi naman matuloy.

aDminwishmaSterbOy"
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"sabi ko nuon sa kaibigan ko sa tuwing iniiwan sya ng mahal nya-
""di mo kailangan sabihin na di mo kaya na mawala sya.""

pero nung ako na nakaramdam nasabi ko din:

""hindi ko pala kaya na wala sya"" :'(

aDminwishmaSterbOy"
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"wag mong sayangin ang pagkakataon na meron ka pa ngayon-
aminin mo na sa kanya na mahal mo sya-
sabihin mo sa kanya na gusto mo sya at mahalaga sya sayo
dahil iisa lang ang buhay at minsan mo lang din mararamdaman na naging parte ka sa buhay nila kahit isang beses lang.

aDminwishmaSterbOy"
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" Hindi ka maaaring kumuha ng maraming pagkain gamit
lamang ang isang tinidor-tulad sa pagibig-
di ka pwedeng magmahal ng madami gamit lamang
ang isang puso mo.bad yun.kuha mo?"

"may mata sya pero hindi nya makita ang pagpapahalaga mo-
me puso naman sya pero di nya pa rin maramdaman ang pagmamahal mo-
buhay na buhay sya pero di nya makita na patay na patay ka sa kanya-

ano ba ang problema?"
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"Sabi ng mga tao sakin-
""wag ka ngang seryoso- hindi bagay sayo at tsaka balang araw makakalimutan mo din yang nararamdaman mo""

sagot ko naman:
""bago ko man makalimutan na mahal ko pala sya-sisiguraduhin ko muna na- naramdaman nya ang tunay na pagmamahal ko para sa kanya."""
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"Minsan aaminin mo sa sarili mo ang pagkakamali na nagawa mo-pero pano pa-huli na ang lahat-kase nalaman mo na mahalaga pa sya kung kelan pinaalis mo na sya.
"
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" lagi mo nalang akong pinagiintay-
lagi nalang ako naghihintay at naiiwanan dito sa labas-
sabihin mo nga-kelan mo ba ako papapasukin jan sa puso mo?"

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"Nung isang araw sabi mo me ginagawa ka-
Kahapon naman sabi mo umalis ka-
tapos ngayon sasabihin mo nasa puso na kita.

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"Bakit kapag nagiisa ka-ako ang naiisip mo-
pero kapag nasa harap mo na sila
limot mo na ako-
sabihin mo
ganyan ba ako mabalewala sa buhay mo?"
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"Friends nalang daw kayo pagkatapos ng breakup-
kase sabi:ayaw nya daw na mawalan kayo ng kumunikasyon-
ayaw nya daw na mabalewala nalang ang lahat sainyo-
pero bakit pa ba? kung talagang gusto nya pa ng komunikasyon-
ba't pa kailangan makipagbreak? kitamz-ayaw ka nya mawala kase yaw nya makita ka na me ibang mahal na-tapos sya masaya sa iba.wtf."
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" kung ginamit mo muna ang utak mo-
diba hindi naman sya ang dapat na mahal mo?
kase kung ginamit mo yung utak mo-
di ka naman sasaya-kaya mas inuna mo yung puso mo
kase kahit maiwanan ka pa sumaya ka naman
kesa naman sa nanatili ka nga
di mo man lang naramdaman ngumiti."

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"Alam ko kung pano umiyak, kse pinaiyak mo na ako,
alam ko kung pano masaktan, kse nasaktan mo na ako.
pero alam mo kung ano ang hindi ko alam?
Ang magmahal ng iba at iwan ka."

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"Kala ko nun tapos na...
kala ko nakalimutan na kita,
di ko inaasahang aabot sa ganito...
nababaliw na ko sa pagmamahal sayo!
ito lang tanong ko,ako kaya...mahal mo?!"

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"Sabi mo gusto mo ko,
sabi mo konting panahon na lang magkakasama na tayo,
sabi mo iiwan mo na sya…sabi mo intayin kita,
sabi mo mas mahal mo ako, bakit ngayon asan ka na?
Bakit kapiling ka pa rin nya."

Emo Alone

Sometimes i wanted to be alone and never talk to anyone else not just i dont like people but because i dont want them to take me away from the things i wanted to stay.

Emo Drawing2

i wrote your name in the sand and always ask if you will be forever to me, how you will be happy when we are together,i love you and thats the best i could ever tells you

Emo Drawing1

the worst thing you can do is make me fall for you,with no intention of catching me.