When you Scream Like Someone just Died

Youv tried your best to let go something you loved so much. And you let it go , closing those tearful eyes. You try to look the other the way. You try to let the feeling go. But the feeling takes control of you. You cant look away. And when you look back to the thing you loved. You wondered why you waited so long. Your face looked bright. You heard the flapping of the wings behind you. You knew it came back. But when you look back, its gone. The organisim that you used to love is gone. You regret letting the thing go. You cry for it to come back. You pound your head, you scrath youself, you tear out your flesh partley, you scream like someone just died....... but whatever you do it doesnt come back. You forgot how it looks. You forget the sound of the flapping wings. All you think about is how its doing in the cruel world. So whatever you do dont let something precious go. Or you will die of dreppesion.

Everyone was born to HURT

Why hurt yourself? Why cut your own body as if it wasn't hurting enough with the heartbreak? Does it really feel good or are you just drowning under the influence of the media or role models you look up to that hurt themselves when things go wrong?

Here is my advice to those beautiful people whose lives went 'all wrong', to the intelligent beings who 'can't catch a break'.

It is not the end of the world.

Why waste your time, creasing your face in sorrow and spilling hot tears down your cheeks over someone who can't see how valuable you really are? God has a plan for all of us, a script if you will. Everyone was born to LIVE. Everyone was born to LOVE. Everyone was born to HURT. Because we are only HUMAN, and as humans we must be reminded of the challenges and hardships to earn the right of walking on this Earth.

Your fated other is out there, born for YOU. If you keep hanging your head that lovely person is going to walk right by you without noticing the beauty of your soul.

"Keep your head up, hold it high, look at the world, straight in the eye." - unknownmind

A Friend’s Promise

 if you need to talk,i'll listen.
if you need to cry,i'll hold you.
if you feel lost,i'll help guide you.
if you need to be angry,i'll let you.
if youre feeling afraid,i'll conmfort you.
if youre feeling attacked,i'll be your defense.
if you need to lean awhile,ill gve you a shoulder.
if youre feeling unsure,ill be your confidence.
if your feeling alone,ill be the friend who wont leave you.
if you need to learn to trust again,ill prove to you that you can.

MARK LEE WORDS

MARK LEE WORDS

1. Every day, I look back in and think 'look how far I've come'. That's what keeps me going.
2. the people you take for granted , are the ones you will miss the most.
3. Remember: "You are the writer of your own story, other people help you to open the next page."
4. Never be afraid to try something new because life gets boring when you stay within the limits of what you already knew.
5. A broken promises is as good as a lie
6. Life’s not about people who act true to your face. It’s about people who remain true behind your back.
7. people ask me why it's so hard to trust people,and i ask them why is it so hard to keep a promise
8. sometimes all you can do is walk away, hide your tears, and just pretend you're okay
9. i'm not sure what scares me more, that you will never start loving me or that i will never stop loving you.
10. to be old and wise, you must first have to be young and stupid
11. Silence is a boys loudest cry
12. Sometimes we expect more from others, cause we would be willing to do that much for them..
13. It's funny how in the end, you always go back, to the ones that have been there from the very beginning-just like how you treated your mom..
14. sometimes, I wish you'd pay more attention to my favorite
15. songs because the lyrics sing words i'm too scared to say.
16. dear Past, thanks for all the lessons. dear Future, I'm ready.
17. find something worth dying for, then live for it....

Buhay ko to! Kaya Batas ko To!

->Di ko obligasyon na pilitin ang isang taong ayaw.
->Kesa makipagusap o sumama sa isang taong ayaw ko-mas gugustuhin ko pang maglakad lakad magisa.

->may mga taong makikitid ang utak,yung mga tao na kahit anong halaga o dami ng paliwanag mo-hinding hindi ka parin maintindihan

->Madalas nga talga na may mga taong pakialamero/ra o nanghihimasuk sa buhay mo-lalo na yung mga taong mahilig maghukay ng nakaraan-

(bat pa nga ba paguusapan-wala na yun diba-tapos ano iisipin nya na apektado ka pa-nakalimutan na nga kaya di na binabanggit ee tapos ipipilit pa nya sayo-ano gusto nya tumakbo ka paatras?)

->Minsan yung tao alam na nga na mali-magtatanong pa kung ano ba yung nagawa nya-
(anong paliwanag pa ang gusto nyang marinig?yung mga salitang mas masasaktan sya?)
->Mas gugustuhin ko pang matulog buong hapon kesa naman makinig sa mga kwento mong di naman talga nangyayari sa totoong buhay.<-hek ->Hindi ako matalino,kung me mali ka man na nakikita o napapansin sakin-sabihin mo-pero wag ka maghintay ng kung anong komento galing sa bibig ko-kase alam mo na ang sagot dun-natanong mo nga ee sigurado me iniisip ka din na posibleng sagot ko.

->yung mahal mo-kesa naman magkwento sa ibang tao na me taong nagmamahal at nakikiusap sayo para lang mahalin mo sya-di nalang ako magsasalita

->wag kang matakot magkamali at masaktan-kase yung mismong pagsilang sayo-ginagawa ka palang iniisip na ng iba na isa kang pagkakamali-at dun nasaktan ang magulang mo.diba?

->oo wala akong kaibigan-mas gugustuhin ko pang magpanggap na me kaibigan kesa naman magkaron ng mga sinungaling na tropa.

Depression Thoughts

I just think that all you people need someone to be there for you when you wana cry and everyone of u shud get help....because every single one of u were born 4 a reason...not to jst die wen u wana die...you die when ur supposed 2 die....when thingz get a lil bit tough u cant decide ur going to cut or something you have to pass it time will make you stronger...believing is the key....

I've learned that this darkness that seeks to consume my life is only sharing this body with me.  I will press on, sometimes like the living dead, because I have a right to try.  This is my life too and this depression cannot completely define me or I will cease to be.  Fight for your right to life; death will come in its own time.

one day youll wake up and wonder--isnt it someone missing?then youll shed a tear because you miss the emptiness.

Life is bad. It's just a bunch of aches and pains. When ever there is some good/happiness it's inevitable that it is going to end. I've resolved myself. I'm not going to  expect anything but the worst because it's inevitable. Why be caught by suprise by something you know isn't going to last. Don't be a fool, even if it does get better always know it will come to an end.

it hurts now and it will hurt more 2morrow, i will always have pain and feel sorrow...help me please im blinded by my tears and i just cant see so many devils tryna recycle my soul because where im from there's no possitive foe's.


Blue and white skies outside, blue and white pills inside. The sun is shinning outside, so why do I feel so dark inside?

he had killed me so i will kill him back  becouse it hurts' please help me before its too late.

Im scared of alot of things, but im not scared of the boogyman, the shadow or the thought of dying, the only thing im scared of, is rethinking how dumb i could be to do this to her...i loved her so much.

Meaningful Quotes About Love and Life

Ang buhay parang sapatos lang daw yan na matagal mong naSTOCK sa closet-kung kelan gusto mo ng gamitin saka naman to masisira ng kusa.


Minsan ang tao-mapapansin mo-masaya pa lang sya tapos mamaya nyan umiiyak na-ganyan daw talaga kase-minsan kala mo kaya mo pero pag napatunayan mo na-hindi mo pala talaga kaya-kaya hihingi ka ng tulong sa iba-me mga magbibigay ng tulong-me mga magaalok ng tulong at syempre meron din naman mga taong tatanggihan ka.

Mahirap magmahal lalo na yung di mo man lang nasisilayan ang ngiti nya sa mga labi-di mo man lang napapanood na natutuwa sya at ngsasaya dahil me mga bagay na nagpapaligaya sakanya-okay lang sayo yun-basta makita syang masaya kahit hindi ikaw ang dahilan nito.

Hindi mahirap ang buhay-nasasabi lang yan ng mga taong mahina ang loob-pero mas lalong wla namang mahiang loob kase lahat naman nakakaya diba-kung nakaya nya nga-bakit ikaw-syempre kakayanin mo din-tatayo ka lang lagi kapag nadadapa ka na.

Nabuhay daw ang tao para maging maligaya-ginawa daw ang bibig para gamitin sa pagtawa-pero bakit minsan ang buhay nasasaktan din at ang bibig mismo ang nagpapakita na umiiyak din pala ang kaligayahan na gusto mo.

Ang buhay para ding SAYAW -hindi ko kayang sabayan.


Kung sa tingin mo wala akong pakialam sayo dahil nagagawa ko pang kumain at magpakasaya-pwes nagkakamali ka-dahil ayoko na sirain ang buhay ko dahil gusto ko na ako ang mgbibigay ng lakas ng loob sayo para kayanin ang problema mo.


Pano ka matututo sa buhay kung iniiwasan mong madapa-

Wala naman ako ibang hiniling para sayo diba-di ko naman hiniling na sirain mo ang buhay mo dahil lang sa pagmamahal mo sakin-ang gusto ko lang ee ako yung maging dahilan kung bakit ka nagtatagumpay at kung bakit wala kang pinagsisisihan sa disisyon mo.


Hindi dahil walang ngmamahal sayo iisipin mo nang wala kang silbi at wala kang kwenta-mali ka-dahil meron ka pang pinangangalagaan at yun at kahit kelan di ka iiwanan-

ANINO:

Hindi mo ko masisisi kung mawala man ako sa paningin mo sa tuwing susubukan mong magtago sa kadiliman-andun pa rin ako di mo lang makita kase kelangan mo lang akong pakiramdaman.


kahit maging yoyo man ako sa buhay mo-hindi pa rin ako kaylanman mapapagod na magpabalik balik sa buhay mo-alam mo kung bakit? dahil alam ko na sayo lang ako sasaya at di sa ibang tao.

Kaylan pa ako napagod na humingi ng tawad?-kaylan ba ako nagsawa na suyuin ka?-kaylan ba yung araw na pinabayaan kita?-at kaylan ba ako nawala sa buhay mo?kung meron man-hindi ko na matandaan dahil naisantabi ko na ang buhay ko para sa pagmamahal sayo.

Forget About My Gray Day

sometimes i just close my eyes and keep dreaming
it's like im reaching something
that i know in reality it's hard to reach
something that i dont deserve to have
but i know i never had it all
wishing to have another life after death
hoping to make this things works forever
people feel so much disspointment about it
they say that life is hard to have in the world
i can see the stars falling from the sky
The darkness of the midnight doesnt even have a color
It's a dim-a gray day that i have to forget
It's like waiting for the storm to come soon
I never had this things to make easy as easy
I can live as wierd as i can for whatever they call me
I'm nineteen supposed to be i'm just another teenage boy
A boy with another dream that wishing to come true
But how can i ever be the boy who make his dream come true
For the real people who udnerstand me at all
Parents that never be the parents to me
People who live not actig like a real one
Friends who always there when they need me
And a puppy who shall give me strenght to fight
And when the night was still in my day
I do cry everytime i remember those pains and aches
Those beats that sounds from the brain inside my mind
Then tears shall flow into this fragile face
I dont want to live anymore
I dont want to see people and meet then lie again
It's not the world where i dreamed before
This is not a perfect life
and this is not my perfect world..

Emo Sad Photo

Sadness is when you can't find happiness you just cry.

When I say "I miss You"

When I am quiet,

Millions of things are running in my mind

When I am not argued,

I am thinking deeply

When I look at you with eyes full of

questions,

I wondering how long you will be

around

When I answers "i'm fine" after a

few seconds,

I may not at all fine

When I staires  at you,

I wondering why you are lying

When you lays on my chest,

I wishing for you to be mine forever

When I make a calls to you everyday,

I am seeking for your attention

When I sms's you everyday,

I wants you to reply at least once

When I says I love you,

I mean it

When I says that I can't live

without you,

I've been made up my mind that you are

my future

When I says "i miss you",

No one in this world can miss you more

than that.