This is Me

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with "Do it By 10's". At the end, choose 15-35 people to be tagged.

Be honest, you know your friends will comment and write something if they think you're lying.

TEN ARE YOUs

1. Are you single – yes yes yes
2. Are you happy –  no no no
3. Are you bored – i like being myself-im not emo- im just alone-
4. Are you white –  yes
5. Are you Italian – No
6. Are you intelligent – idk
7. Are you honest – im a lier
8. Are you nice – if your nice
9. Are you Irish –  no.
10. Are you Asian –  Yeah !


TEN FACTS
1. Full Name – Lee "bengbeng" Arr
2. Nicknames –  lee, teng, bengbeng, lalala, master.
3. Birth place – my moms wound
4. Hair color - blonde
5. Natural hair style -  bangs
6. Currently living at –  The peninsula-
7. Birthday –  November 25, 1992
8. Mood –   uknown, depressed, bored.
9. Favorite color –  gray
10. One Place you'd like to visit – U.S.A


TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
1. Have you ever been in love – EWAN
2. Do you believe in love at first sight – NO.
3. Do you currently have a crush? – I DONT CARE
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally – IDK
5. Have you ever broken someone's heart  -- IDK
6. Have you ever had your heart broken – I FORGOT SOB* SOB*
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them –  YES.
8. Are you afraid of commitment – I JUST DONT LIKE IT.
9. Who was the last person you hugged – TEDDY(MY STUFF TOY)
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to? – I DONT SAY I LOVE YOU.

TEN THIS OR THAT
1.   Love or lust – FOOD
2. Hard liquor or beer –  SODA
3. Cats or dogs – MONKEY
4. A few best friends or any regular friends - NO FRIENDS.
5. Creamy or Crunchy – CREAMY-
6. Pencil or Pen – PENCIL-IT HAS ALWAYS AN ERASER
7. Wild night out or romantic night in –  WORSE NIGHT EVER
8. Money or Happiness – MONEY
9. Night or day – NIGHT
10. IM or phone -  IM

TEN HAVE YOU EVER
1. Been caught sneaking out-  IDK
2. Seen a polar bear –  YEAH,WITH HIS WIFE
3. Done something you regret – I REGRET WHEN FALLING INLOVE
4. Bungee jumped – YES. I LIKE IT WHEN I DEPRESSED
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor – NO.IT'S JUST A WASTE OF TIME.
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker –  IDK
7. Been caught naked – NO.IM SENSITIVE.
8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back – NOTHING.
9. Cried because you lost a pet- NO.I KILL THEM BEFORE.
10. Wanted to disappear –  I NEVER EXIST.

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER
1. Smile or eyes – SMILE.
2. Light or dark hair – LIGHT
3. Hugs or kisses – SEX HAHAHA
4. Shorter or taller – I DONT CARE
5. Intelligence or attraction – INTELLIGENCE
6. Hot Topic or Hollister – HOT TOPIC
7. Funny or serious –  SERIOUS.
8. Older or Younger –  OLDER-BUT IVE ALWAYS HAD YOUNGER THAN ME.
9. Outgoing or quiet -  QUIET
10. Sweet or Bad – BADSWEET


TEN HAVE YOUS
1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd -  YES.
2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour - YES. TALKIN TO MYSELF.
3. Ever tried walking on your hands – I WILL TRY.
4. Ever been to a rock concert –  NO.I HATE NOISE PLAY.
5. Ever been on a cheer leading team? – I DONT DANCE.
6. Ever went skinny dipping? – IT DPEND.
7. Ever been on a blind date – NO.
8. Ever went ice skating – YES.I TRIED TO SWIM
9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz,Volvo, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley? – THIS DECEMBER.YAY.
10. Ever been in a circus? – YES.


10 WOULD YOU RATHERS
1. Go bungee jumping or cliff diving? – BUNGEE JUMPING- IT FEELS GOOD WHEN YOU ARE DEPRESSED
2. Watch a Horror Film or a Chic Flick? – I ALSO SEEN REAL GHOST.
3. Go to Hawaii or Aspen? – NEVERMIND
4. Play spin the bottle or truth or dare? –  TRUTH OR DARE-AND IVE ALWAYS BUSTED.
5. Cheat or be caught cheating? – NO.
6. Read or watch? – READ.
7. Text or Call? – I DONT USE PHONE FOR TEXTING OR CALLS.I USED PHONE BECAUSE OF MY MOM AND MOBILE FACEBOOK.
8. Sing a Rebecca Black Song or a Justin Bieber Song? - HAHAHAHA
9. Quiet and Happy or Loud but Hurting? – QUIET BUT IT HURTING
10. Go on Facebook or Tumblr? – TUMBLR.IT'S MY JOB.


10 RANDOM FACTS.
1. I LIKE POTATOES
2. I ALWAYS LOCK MYSELF IN MY ROOM.
3. I HATE NOISE.
4. I HATE CHOCOLATES.
5. I DONT CARE ABOUT YOU
6. I LOVE MY FAMILY-BUT THEY HATE ME.
7. I LIKE WALKIN IN THE RAIN.
8. I LOVE EATING-MORE RICE.
9. I LIKE BEING WEIRD
10. IM SENSITIVE, I KILL PEOPLE.


10 LASTS
1. Last phone call you made – MOM
2. Last person you hugged  -- MY PET. HE'S JUDAS AND THAT WAS 2 MONTHS AGO.
3. Last person(s) you hung out with –  MY CHILDHOOD FRIEND
4. Last time you worked – HIDDEN KILLER.
5. Last person you tackled – MY PET.
6. Last person you IM'd---  UNKNOWN.
7. Last person you texted – MOM
8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with? – OLDER SISTER.
9. Last person you webcammed with? – ITS NOT ME.
10. Last persons/things you missed – MY HOUSE.

There's Always Gonna be that One Boy

theres always gonna be that one guy. you know. that boy who could make you smile no matter how pissed you were at your best friend. the one who you could stay up all night texting and go to school the next day surving on an hour or two of sleep. the boy who warms your heart .... and your body by sharing his big, cumfy hoodies. the boy whos smile touches you deeply, and laugh you love to listen to. theres always that one boy who you turn to. the one boy you could hold hands with 24/7. the boy you get in trouble for, because you just HAD to sneak out to see him. the boy who kisses you just right, and you fit so perfectly in his arms. theres always gonna be that ONE boy who has to turn his back. no matter how much love you give him, he gives up. theres always gonna be that one boy who hurts you so bad you go numb. that one boy you can't get over... there's always gonna be that one boy.

Does heaven have a phone number?

Mommy went to heaven but I need her here today.My tummy hurts and I fell down;I need her right away.Operator, can you tell me how to find her in this book? Is heaven in the yellow part? I don't know where to look.I think my daddy needs her too,

at night I hear him cry. I hear him call her name sometimes, but I really don't know why. Maybe if I call her, she will hurry home to me. Is heaven very far away? Is it across the sea? She's been gone a long, long time- she needs to come home now! I really need to reach her. I simply don't know how. Help me find the number, please.

Is it listed under "heaven"? I can't read these big, big words; I am only seven. I'm sorry, operator, I didn't mean to make you cry. Is your tummy hurting too-- or is there something in your eye? If I call my church maybe they will know. Mommy said when we need help that's where we should go. I found the number to my church tacked up on the wall. Thank you, operator I'll give them a call. I cried so much

The Worst Feeling in the World

I think that's what's wrong with the world; no one says what they really feel, they always hold it inside. They're sad, but they don't cry. They're happy, but they don't dance or sing. They're angry, but they don't scream. Because if they do, they feel ashamed and that's the worst feeling in the world. So everyone walks with their heads down and no one sees how beautiful the sky is.

The Perfect Place To Say Goodbye

It's the last day i will meet the morning
The last fresh air that can hug me close today
I know this will be the last time I've seen the blue skies in the morning
And when afternoon come it would be the last time i am goin to eat lunch.
The family, friends, people, things i called my favorite
The last chance that i can see them clearly in my eyes
I admit that someday the world will forget about me
Will soon erase in the peoples memory just few of them stay
The last time i can used my tooth brush in the kitchen.
The last chance i could tell my mom how much i love her
How much i love my family and the whole part of my life
This will be the last time i ever know how to breathe
The air that comes from my soul calling by my name
The last tears that could fall apart run down from my face
The last word i could ever tell for everyone else know me
The last hug i could receive from the people who really loves me
The last story i can write in my diary
Written about what happen each day by day
I know people will never ever wanted me to stay
The last lvoe i could ever feel by someone i dont know if real.
The last enimies i could hear from them voice saying stupid jerk about me.
The perfect goodbye i could tell to everyone
This is what ive dreamed before,
The perfect world to come along with me alone
No people ive seen crying, no roses threw in my burial
The last testament that tells where the things come from when im gone
I love them, i love everybody and i love those people i will met tomorrow, for the next day and for the coming year or decades that i never make friends with them.
I am happy now, I am satisfied being nothing.
I'm done about crying each night when im alone
I'm done listening to the voice of the people who hates me
and I'm done being tired for the fuckin feelings i never explain anymore.
The last breathe that people feel
this is the perfect goodbye
This is the perfect life
Because life is for everybody
and not meant for me.
Goodbye.

I Miss my Teenage Life

Noon ang buhay ko,sobrang saya, bonding time sa mga kaibigan ko,uuwi kahit anong oras gusto, kahit napapagalitan ng magulang-okay lang-pero hindi ko kahit kelan sinisi ang magulang ko,mahal ko sila mula pa nung matuto akong tumayo at magkaron ng isip-hinding hindi ko sila ipagpapalit kahit kanino man-kung papipiliin man ako kung sino sa pagibig o pamilya-natural na pamilya ang pipiliin ko-kase knug talgang mahal ako ng taong yun-tatanggapin nya ang pamilya ko at igagalang nya ang disisyon ko-khit ano man agn mangyari.

Pagaaral lang ang lagi kong pinoproblema noon,kapag gusto ko lumiban sa klase-isang excuse letter lang-ligtas na naman ako sa exams, wala akong ibang ginagawa kundi-laskwatsa ang isipin-kung saan na aman ang tambayan, kung ano kaya ang masarap na baunin-saan pwede pumunta-kahit ano pa man-kapag me kagalt ako-hindi ko pinapansin-sila na din mismo kase ang lumalapit at humihingi ng tawad sakin-sabagay sila naman lagi me mali kaya sila nga dapat ang humingi ng tawad.

Sa bahay, kahit naman madami akong obligasyon-hindi parin ako pinbabayaan ng magulang ko, sobrang mahal ako ng papa ko at ramdam ko yun-ako pa nga ang paborito nya ee-sabi yun ng mga kapatid ko at mama ko, si mama kahit wala yan pakialam sakin-mahal din ako nyan-me mga pagkakataon lang talga na-hindi ko siya kayang unawain-sdahil siguro sa bata pa ako kung magisip noon.kahit nga binibigyan ko sya lagi ng sama ng loob-hindi nya parin nakayang talikuran ako-bilang anak nya at bilang isa sa bahagi ng buhay nya-ang sarap sa pakiramdam-sobrang saya ko ng mga oras at panahon na yun-yung tipong halos-ayoko na matapos pa ang oras na yun.


Yung mga kapatid ko, si kuya kahit na kamuntik ko pa yan mapatay nun,mahal na mahal ko parin yan-di ko din maitatanggi sa sarili ko na sobrang nagselos ako sakanya dahil mas mahal nya ni mama pero ayus lang siguro yun-naintidhan ko-kase para kay mama ako-marunong na sa buhay-kaya si kuya alang ang lagi nyang binabantyan kase mas kelangan nya ng pagunawa ng isang magulang-kita mo ngayon nagbago na din si kuya at dahil yun sa nagmature na sya-at dahil din sa isang taong minahal at natutunan nyang pahalagahan pangalawa sa mama namin-yun ay si rona-

Si ate,sobrang idol ko sya-kahit naman nong bata pako gusto ko maging katulad ni ate, ewan ko ba pero pakiramdam ko mahal na mahal din ako ni ate,, laht kase ng hingin ko-ibinibigay nya-yun tipong parang ako pa ang mas mahalaga kesa sa ibang kapatid namin kaya naman lagi ko sya binabantayan-at pinoprotektahan, ayoko kase na me mangyaring masama sakanya-pinangarap ko na makatagpo sya ng isang prinsipe na magbibigay halaga sakanya-yung tipo ng taong hindi hindi sya iiwanan kahit ikamatay pa nya iyon- pero ewan ko ngayon-nadisapoint ako nng malaman kung......
kaya nagalit ako sakanya-mula non nagtanim nako ng galit sakanya at sa taong yun-ayoko na gann sya-lagi ko nga hinihintay na sana marealize nya na-di tama yun-na iba pala ang gusto nya at d ang taong yun-ayoko talga-ayoko-

at yung mga sumonod na kapatid ko-hindin hindi ko sila pababayaan-gusto ko kahit anoman mangyari-buo parin kami-gusto ko nga kahit me asawa na sila mga kpatid ko-nasa isang home town parin kami-natatakot ako na magkahiwa hiwalay kami-ayoko mangyari yun, ayko- ipagtatanggol ko sila hanggang kamatayn-sumpa man.. wala nako pakialam kung wala ng dumating na pagibig sakin-ayoko din nun ee-gsuto ko para nalang sa kanila.

You’re Not An Angel Cause Your My Wings

Do you remember what I’ve told you before?

That you’re like a flower I’m afraid to pick.

That hard to find and hard to let go.

You know how much fear i overcome

When i start liking you.

I don’t know how to say this in a way that I hope you believe in me

I'm not god; I know it, so how can you believe me right?

But Yana, you know that you’re the only girl

That I compared to a flower.

A flower that has thorn to protect from the strangers

Whom trying to pick you and threw your gentle petals

For the long time that we still have a communication

I learned to care about you,

it started when i realize that

Even though the world left me alone,

I know deeply in my soul that I still have you

So i would like to make a promise for you

And its only for you Yana, so listen.

I promise to be here whether you need me or not, whether you felt cry o glad, or when you feel all alone, I will be your one and only companion in your world, I’m can't promise to give you the love that you really want to get but I will do my best just to be next to you. you’re the best gift that Jesus sent me from heaven-you’re not an angel cause your my wings-I can never fly without you, I don’t feel in heaven when you are with me cause I feel so much high even though your not here, and how I wish I could be an air just to go through with your body and hug you so much gently. lalala

To: Yanna Mae Fernandez

From:  Lee Wishh

HOW ANGELS SLEEP

Unsoundly. They toss and turn, trying to understand the mystery of the living. They know so little about what it's like to fill a new prescription for glasses and suddenly see the world again, with a mixture of disappointment and gratitude ... Also, they don't dream. For this reason, they have one less thing to talk about. In a backward way, when they wake up they feel as if there is something they are forgetting to tell each other. There is disagreement among the angels as to whether this is a result of something vestigial, or whether it is the result of the empathy they feel for the Living, so powerful it sometimes makes them weep. In general, they fall into these two camps on the subject of dreams. Even among the angels, there is the sadness of division.

A Boring Day with A Stupid Things

Everyday of my life,i only live just to GET UP-WORK-SLEEP-and then repeat. I wonder how i used to live in almost everyday like this. A feeling of nothing, seen nothing,and hear nothing, it's like i'm the only man who lived here in my own world,but i guess this is what i want,people dont blame me for acting like I-DONT-CARE,when i know that what i feel is what i ACT.but still people doesnt ever learned to understand me,maybe theres a few of them but i dont even know who are they. Everytime i go along with myself outside and stay nowhere to go,i feel like i'm invinsible.Those people who only see me are the people who used to live as a people but when i start to count them into with my fingertips theres still a few numbers of count i always have. I don't know why people disagree what i was about to talk or to speak. I speak what my mind tell me, i can share what my heart feels. i can't see those things i don't wana see,specially when it was all about nonsense or worthless. I know i'm a worse or a loser or whatever people call me but this is me,this is what i am and i can never change it. Love? what do you mean by love? i dont remember i was inlove by someone who just bring me the biggest mistakes in my life but i nver regret having this things. I'm immature, i'm fit like a skinny man walking alone in the street but this is me this is who i am. If you dont understand me, you never learned how to love me for who i am. When a morning comes i get up,and my thoughts works like a superman in the sky,i'm not a genius to make all people answer the stupid questions that even them doesnt ever know. Yeah i know i'm stupid and you dont have to talk to me again-A phylosopy man that doesnt even know how to say SORRY or how to make an apologize. This is the person,one of the god's creating mistakes. If you dont like me-i will actually think you doesnt exist at all- I love talking to strange people its like those things make me feel so much excited,i dont know but when i talk to them i feel so boastful, i can pretend, i can act as if im a winner,as if im a great and as if i dont have any sins or mistakes at all.What a boring day right? Walk alone, go to the market and then buy my own food,i dont have friends to have and feel a good band with them,i with myself,always and forever, i dont wanna teach people to understand me,to love me or to please just to be with me-if they doesnt like me i dont care-.

Depression Thoughts

I just think that all you people need someone to be there for you when you wana cry and everyone of u shud get help....because every single one of u were born 4 a reason...not to jst die wen u wana die...you die when ur supposed 2 die....when thingz get a lil bit tough u cant decide ur going to cut or something you have to pass it time will make you stronger...believing is the key....

I've learned that this darkness that seeks to consume my life is only sharing this body with me.  I will press on, sometimes like the living dead, because I have a right to try.  This is my life too and this depression cannot completely define me or I will cease to be.  Fight for your right to life; death will come in its own time.

one day youll wake up and wonder--isnt it someone missing?then youll shed a tear because you miss the emptiness.

Life is bad. It's just a bunch of aches and pains. When ever there is some good/happiness it's inevitable that it is going to end. I've resolved myself. I'm not going to  expect anything but the worst because it's inevitable. Why be caught by suprise by something you know isn't going to last. Don't be a fool, even if it does get better always know it will come to an end.

it hurts now and it will hurt more 2morrow, i will always have pain and feel sorrow...help me please im blinded by my tears and i just cant see so many devils tryna recycle my soul because where im from there's no possitive foe's.


Blue and white skies outside, blue and white pills inside. The sun is shinning outside, so why do I feel so dark inside?

he had killed me so i will kill him back  becouse it hurts' please help me before its too late.

Im scared of alot of things, but im not scared of the boogyman, the shadow or the thought of dying, the only thing im scared of, is rethinking how dumb i could be to do this to her...i loved her so much.

Life??? that is the true question...

I feel myself slipping more and more every year now. I don't know why i feel the way I do about myself. I just have so much hate in me towards myself. Why I ask myself many times, am I now happy with my life. I'm still waiting for the answer to this day. My past delt with my overcoming my epilpsy disorder which cause me to miss out on most of my life. Two years after the surgery were the toughest. I was glad not to be sick anymore, but yet i felt so empty and alone in this world. The few years after that things were good. I went back to school and am now working a nice job. But for some reason last year I suddenly felt the sadness slowly coming back. I feel that this time it is stronger than it every was before. I've spoken with my doctor and he just says that I have been putting to much on my plate and that i need to relax and try to enjoy life. Prehaps he's right, but Im starting to fear that this sadness may one day overtake me. Ive recently screwed up my relationship I had with a great girl. I think to myself alot as to why am I here, what is my purpose. I know that I have not completed my mission here since I have come close to death a few times but yet I still survived. I'll continue writing more later, I could probably write a book with all i have to say........ Life??? that is the true question...

Tama na sa Pagiyak

Naisip mo na ba na sayang ang luha mo
Dahil sa mga walang kwentang bagay at taong iniiyakan mo
kelan ba nagamot ng luha ang sugat?
Hindi naman diba kaya tama na sa pagiyak
at tama na sa lungkot na lagi mong dinadamayan

Wag kang makinig sa mga sinasabi nila
Wag mong husgahan pati sariling kakayanan
Alam mong tama ka ngunit silay pinakikinggan pa
Hindi naman masama na ikay ngmahal lamang
kaya tama na sa pagiyak at pagmukmok jan

Isang malakas na halakhak ang dapat mong gawin
Bitawan mo ang salitang; hindi ko kayang mawala sya
Dahil hinding hindi ka talga sasaya sa dahilan na yun
Yung tinitibok ng puso mo ikanta mo
Yung sinisigaw ng utak mo isigaw mo tama na sa pagiyak

Hindi ba maganda ka naman
Hindi ba me mga kakayanan ka din naman
Mga bagay na wala sakanya na meron ka
Mga katangian na taglay mo na wala sakanila
Kaya tama na sa pagiyak ngumiti ka nalang kaya

Ayan,dahil sa kagustuhan mong sumaya
Unti unti mo ng naibubuka ang mga labi mo
Unti unti mo ng nilalagyan ng paru paru ang mga mata mo
Sikapin mong makuha ang mga bagay na ayaw ng iba
Pagkat hindi lahat ng tinapon ay wala ng kwenta
Tama na sa pagiyak at hayaan mong mawala ang lahat
hayaan mong problema at alinlangan ay mabura
Upang ang iyong kaligayahan ang syang sumakop sayong kaluluwa
tahan na wag ka ng umiyak at sayang ang luha mo

Maybe the world would be a little nicer if everyone…

•Stopped just LISTENING to a friend’s problems and started actually CARING about them. Believe me; they’ll be able to tell the difference.

•Said hello to a random stranger. Some people might give you a weird look, but you never know when you’re missing out on meeting someone amazing because of words unspoken.

•Walked away from an argument before they say something they’ll regret later. Once you set your mind to it, it’s not hard to be the bigger person.

•Stopped caring about what everyone else thinks. If you have time to care, then you’re not really living life.

•Didn’t believe what people who DON'T MATTER say. They’re just trying to hurt you, so don’t bother listening.

•Expressed what they feel. Even anger and hurt are better than no emotion at all.

•Apologized when they know they’re wrong. Pride can’t keep you company on a cold night.

•Allowed themselves to love. It’s better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all.

•Complained about their lives less. Everyone has problems, some worse than others, but complaining never solves anything.

•Tried a little harder to achieve their dreams. Because without dreams, what else are we living for?

•Helped someone even when they didn’t ask for it. Sometimes two simple little words like “Help me” becomes the most difficult thing to say.

•Prayed. It doesn’t matter what you say, how you say it, or what god you say it to, as long as you have enough faith left to care and care enough to have faith.

•Just laughed. Laughing is so much more important than we give it credit for.

•Were a bit more optimistic. We make our hell, our heaven too, with how we act, and what we do.

•Had a best friend. Friendship is a precious gift...try not to lose it.

•Moved past the bad things. There are times in life when there isn’t a solution or an explanation, and we have no other choice but to, Just. Move. On.

•Shared their wisdom. The next generation needs guidance just as much as you once did…even if they won’t admit it.

•Stopped with prejudice. Everyone deserves a chance, so give them one.

And maybe YOUR life would be a little brighter if you…

•Stopped sitting here reading this list and actually went out in the world and made a difference. Be worthwhile, make an impact!

Forget About My Gray Day

sometimes i just close my eyes and keep dreaming
it's like im reaching something
that i know in reality it's hard to reach
something that i dont deserve to have
but i know i never had it all
wishing to have another life after death
hoping to make this things works forever
people feel so much disspointment about it
they say that life is hard to have in the world
i can see the stars falling from the sky
The darkness of the midnight doesnt even have a color
It's a dim-a gray day that i have to forget
It's like waiting for the storm to come soon
I never had this things to make easy as easy
I can live as wierd as i can for whatever they call me
I'm nineteen supposed to be i'm just another teenage boy
A boy with another dream that wishing to come true
But how can i ever be the boy who make his dream come true
For the real people who udnerstand me at all
Parents that never be the parents to me
People who live not actig like a real one
Friends who always there when they need me
And a puppy who shall give me strenght to fight
And when the night was still in my day
I do cry everytime i remember those pains and aches
Those beats that sounds from the brain inside my mind
Then tears shall flow into this fragile face
I dont want to live anymore
I dont want to see people and meet then lie again
It's not the world where i dreamed before
This is not a perfect life
and this is not my perfect world..

I Was Only Chasing Dreams

I walk alone to this unknown place town

Just realize nobody ever is around I own

So i kicked the stone i was passing by

Now is the best saddest of my day

I looked at every car pass through me

Avoiding every person looked at me

Unlike the dog who enjoy following me

while other people behind me not anymore

I wake up from a nice dream of mine

That you and me is like a princess and prince

You are my princess and i am your prince

living in a fairy land we ever dream before

But you told me that i was only chasing dream

I wake up from a good and great dreams

That you and me are like a king and queen

You are my queen and i am your king

living in a castle with a lot of soldier

But you told me that i was only chasing dreams

One day i was with my friends in college

They aske me "what's goin on with you?"

I answer "nothings it's a part of growing up"

But they demand and said "na!you change a lot."

Don't stay in one place just travel around.

I wake up from a good and bad nightmaire

That you and me is only a dreamer 

You are my dream and i am your nightmaire

Living in the mind that chasing everything

But you told me to stop chasing dreams

And after a long dreams when i am sleeping

I wish to never wake up again and live inside my dream

I wish for nothing but the best for you since then

But you prove that i was only dreams for nothing to be true

For nothing to be real,so i stop and end up my life chasing all my dreams for you.

A Tree People

People are like a trees in the forest

They grow, wide, strong and stands alone

But trees aren't make a tears

Cause they just create a water to fall from the sky

They cry but not because they get hurt

but because they want their own happiness

They wanted to grow bigger and strong

How about the people?

They wanted to grow stronger and give up all things

Sometimes people doesnt know how to be contented

They don't know how to value things

Trees are sometimes are like immortal

When they died from disaster they starts a new life