Tuesday, August 31, 2010

A Cute Love Poem !




A Little Thing Called Love !!!

Love is a many splendored thing, they say,And I believe it when you looked my way,Out of the blue, things seemed to happenBy chance or destiny, is the question.
Living my life so long, without knowing your existence,Then came a day we felt each others presence,Guess what's meant to be will always find a way,Love creeps into hearts and decides to stay.
A love so

Happy Friendship Thoughts !



"If it hurts too much to look back, but you're too scared to look ahead, just look beside you and I'll be there."
~ Jen Harvey.


"I do believe I know most of the best people in the world and you've all made my life livable..."
~ Jon P. Shank.


"Friendships come and go, like waves upon the sand, like day and night, like birds in flight, like snowflakes when they land, but you and I are

Monday, August 30, 2010

There are two freedoms -- the false, where a man is free to do what he likes; the true, where a man is free to do what he ought. -Kingsley

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year 2011

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year 2011



May this Christmas end the present year
on a cheerful note and make way
for a fresh and bright new year.
Heres wishing you a
Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year

Christmas Gift Suggestions

To your enemy, forgiveness.
To an opponent, tolerance.
To a friend, your heart.
To a customer, service.
To all, charity.
To every child, a good example.
To yourself, respect.
Happy Christmas

Merry Christmas

May the birth of our Savior Jesus Christ
bring you and your family endless prosperity,
blessings and peace of mind that you truly deserve.
Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year 2011













May you always live life to the fullest and
continue to share your gift of music and
love with all those whose lives you touch.
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year 2011.

Popular Friendship Sentences !



"Dreams are wishes casted upon stars, so catch a shining one ~ take your friend's hand~ and hold on forever."
-Traci Brown.

"We laughed until we had to cry.We gave love,right down to our last goodbye.We were the bestwe thought we'd ever be Just you and me,for just a moment...
~ Unknown.

"You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back."
-Barbara DeAngelis.

"True friendship is

Lovely Love Quotes !



Love means to commit oneself without guarantee, to give oneself completely in the hope that our love will produce love in the loved person. Love is an act of faith, and whoever is of little faith is also of little love.
~ by Erich Fromm.

Love is always open arms. If you close your arms about love you will find that you are left holding only yourself.
~ by Leo Buscaglia.

Love is not a matter

Sunday, August 29, 2010

Marriage Preparation Classes

Hi everyone.
Sorry, I haven't been on for a week or so.  Been crazy busy.  With the start back of school, doing my partylite business and just basically living everyday life  LOL
So now on day 3 of marriage preparation classes.  This has been a huge help to me. As you know from my previous posts., I have been struggling with this whole marriage thing and my fear of life long committment.  I would so recommend these pre cana classes to anyone
I was dreading them before I went.  (Taking the wrong mental approach and viewing this as another chore)
I just learned so much from it.  It was awesome.
Will post more later tonight
Off to final day of class

Friday, August 27, 2010

Great Love Sentences !



True love is when you put someone on a pedestal, and they fall - but you are there to catch them.
~ Unknown.

You know when you have found your prince because you not only have a smile on your face but in your heart as well.
~ Unknown.

Sometimes it's a form of love just to talk to somebody that you have nothing in common with and still be fascinated by their presence.
~ David Byrne.

Love

True Friendship Quotes !



"Friend derives from a word meaning "free." A friend is someone who allows us the space and freedom to be."
~ Unknown.

"There is no distance too great between friends, for love gives wings to the heart."
~ Elizabeth E. Koehler.

"A world without a friend, what would it be? It would be like a world without water, something you need. Friends are like glass, once broken, they are hard to fix.

Thursday, August 26, 2010

Meaningful Friendship Poem !




There's something in a simple hugThat always warms the heart;It welcomes us back homeAnd makes it easier to partA hug's a way to share the joyAnd sad times we go through,Or just a way for friends to sayThey like you 'cause you're youHugs are meant for anyoneFor whom we really care,From your grandma to your neighbor,Or a cuddly teddy bearA hug is an amazing thing -It's just the perfect wayTo

Sweet Love Quotes !



You learn to like someone when you find out what makes them laugh, but you can never truly love someone until you find out what makes them cry.
~ Unknown.

Three grand essentials to happiness in this life are something to do, something to love, and something to hope for.
~ Joseph Addison.

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.
~ Aristotle.

To love is a Duty...To be Loved is

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Touching Love Sayings !



To love is a Duty...To be Loved is a Success..To be with someone you loveis a Achievement...To be with someone who loves you is Life ....


A bell is no bell 'til you ring it,A song is no song 'til you sing it,And love in your heartWasn’t put there to stay -Love isn’t love'Til you give it away.
~Oscar Hammerstein


Love is no respecter of age or practicalityNeither morality: unabashedShe enters

Friends - True But Unseen !!




My Unseen Friends

You Are More To Me Than Simply WordsOn A Screen You  Come Into My LifeIn My Heart, And In My Mind
You  Have Filled  Me With Inspiration And True Kindness I  Could Never Find A FriendIn All My  Searching Of The World WhoCould Fill All The  Spaces In My LifeThat You Have Filled  A True FriendDoes  Not  Have  To Be A Touch AwayA  True  Friend Is  A  Connection Of  Feelings

Monday, August 23, 2010

Intimate Friendship Statements !







The best rule of friendship is to keep your heart a little softer than your head. 


~Author Unknown~




Only your real friends will tell you when your face is dirty. 


~Sicilian Proverb~




Friendship isn't a big thing - it's a million little things.  


~Author Unknown ~



Friendship is not about whom you have known the longest,
who came first, or who cares the best,
its all about who

What Do You Think Is LOVE ?





If you love some one because you think that he or she is really gorgeous ...
then it's not love..
it's - Infatuation . . .




If you love some one because you think that you shouldn't leave him because
others think that you shouldn't ... then it's not love..
it's - compromise . . . 




If you love some one because you think that you cannot live with out his touch ....
then it's not love ..

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Words of Wisdom Of the Day # 295

The awakened sages call a person wise when all his undertakings are free from anxiety about results; all his selfish desires have been consumed in the fire of knowledge.

~ Bhagavad Gita 4:19-21




Friday, August 20, 2010

Our greatest weakness lies in giving up. The most certain way to succeed is always to try just one more time. ~ Thomas Edison

Buddha Pictures

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Buddha Wallpaper

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Lord Buddha

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Buddha's original name was Siddhartha. It meant one who had accomplished his aim. Gautama was Siddhartha's family name. Siddhartha was known all over the world as Buddha, the Enlightened. He was also known by the name of Sakhya Muni, which meant an ascetic of the Sakhya tribe. The Buddha who is the founder of the Buddhist religion is called Buddha Shakyamuni. "Shakya" is the name of the royal family into which he was born, and "Muni" means "Able One." Buddha Skakyamuni was born as a royal prince in 624 BC in a place called Lumbini, which was originally in northern India but is now part of Nepal. His mother's name was Queen Mayadevi and his father's name was King Shuddhodana. Siddhartha spent his boyhood at Kapilavastu and its vicinity. He was married at the age of sixteen. His wife's name was Yasodhara. Siddhartha had a son named Rahula.

At the age of twenty-nine, Siddhartha Gautama suddenly abandoned his home to devote himself entirely to spiritual pursuits and Yogic practices. A mere accident turned him to the path of renunciation. One day he managed, somehow or the other, to get out of the walled enclosure of the palace and roamed about in the town along with his servant Channa to see how the people were getting on. The sight of a decrepit old man, a sick man, a corpse and a monk finally induced Siddhartha to renounce the world. He felt that he also would become a prey to old age, disease and death. Also, he noticed the serenity and the dynamic personality of the monk. Let me go beyond the miseries of this Samsara (worldly life) by renouncing this world of miseries and sorrows. This mundane life, with all its luxuries and comforts, is absolutely worthless. I also am subject to decay and am not free from the effect of old age. Worldly happiness is transitory".

Gautama left for ever his home, wealth, dominion, power, father, wife and the only child. He shaved his head and put on yellow robes. He marched towards Rajgriha, the capital of the kingdom of Magadha. There were many caves in the neighboring hills. Many hermits lived in those caves. Siddhartha took Alamo Kalamo, a hermit, as his first teacher. He was not satisfied with his instructions. He left him and sought the help of another recluse named Uddako Ramputto for spiritual instructions. At last he determined to undertake Yogic practices. He practiced severe Tapas (austerities) and Pranayama (practice of breath control) for six years. He determined to attain the supreme peace by practicing self-mortification. He abstained almost entirely from taking food. He did not find much progress by adopting this method. He was reduced to a skeleton. He became exceedingly weak.

Buddha's Teachings - According to Buddha "Dharma" means "protection". By practicing Buddha's teachings we protect our self from suffering and problems. All the problems we experience during daily life originate from ignorance, and the method for eliminating ignorance is to practice Dharma.

Practicing Dharma is the supreme method for improving the quality of our human life. The quality of life depends not upon external development or material progress, but upon the inner development of peace and happiness. For example, in the past many Buddhists lived in poor and underdeveloped countries, but they were able to find pure, lasting happiness by practicing what Buddha had taught.

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short leadership quote

A leader must have the courage to act against an expert's advice.James Callaghan

Beautiful Friendship Quotes !



"True friends are never forgotten, they live within our hearts and souls.... forever , and always , dancing on our stage of memories."
~ Shawn.

"Rose is a flower that lives for an hour! Friendship is a tower that lives for ever!!"
~ Unknown.

"Now and forever, I'll remember all the promises still unbroken and think about all the words between us that never needed to be spoken."
~ Carole

Sincere Love Feelings !



In the arithmetic of love, one plus one equals everything, and two minus one equals nothing.
~ Mignon McLaughlin.



There is more hunger for love and appreciation in this world than for bread.
~ Mother Teresa.


Loneliness and the feeling of being unwanted is the most terrible.
~ Mother Teresa.


Love does not consist in gazing at each other but in looking together in the same direction.
~

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Positive Inspiration of the Day

If it is to be than it is up to me

It is up to me to change my desitiny

Sorry, I haven't posted much lately, I have been super, dooper busy.  Feeling much better though..  Been really working on building my partylite business.  I think alot of my problems now come from the crazy office I work in.
Let me out of this 9 to 5 rat race  :-)  sittiing around negativity all day long with grown adults screaming at each other is so depressing
Life is just too short

Mahatma Gandhi short Quote

Nobody can hurt me without my permission

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

The most important single ingredient in the formula of success is knowing how to get along with people. ~ Theodore Roosevelt
People rarely succeed unless they have fun in what they are doing. ~ Dale Carnegie

MERRY CHRISTMAS

Whatever is bright and
beautiful, whatever means
the most to you, whatever
brings you happiness, these
are the things i wish for you
and your family.

MERRY
CHRISTMAS

Have a wonderful Christmas and New Year in advance

Christmas is near,
and its coming,
Be merry!
Be happy!
Have a wonderful Christmas
and
New Year in advance.

Sending You my Advanced Xmas

1 X'mas Tree!

1 Lakh Candles!

1 Crore Baloons!

1 Million Stars!

1 Billion Wishes!
&
1 Hearty Prayer!

Sending you my Advanced
Xmas & New Year Wishes.

short dream quote by Les Brown

Shoot for the moon and if you miss you will still be among the stars.

Sweet Emotional Poem !



I know my heart has been very blessed 

As I sit and leave the world behind I write a poem that comes to my mind My words are gentle loving and kind... I have a poet's heart
When I look into your deep brown eyes As I feel your touch, I fantasize I respond with soft whispering sighs... I have a lover's heart 
I long for a love that I can keep And for a goodnight kiss before I sleep Sometimes in

Stay As True Friends !!


A Friendly Toast
May you always find your treasureIn the blessings that life sendsIn the beauty of each seasonIn the company of good friends.
May you grow in faith and wisdom,Gather strength from every stormMay you always have a smile to shareAnd someone to keep you warm.
May each path you choose bring promiseOf the things you're dreaming ofMay your world be filled with peace and joy,And your

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

how to get what you want

Ask for what you want and be prepared to get it.

Best Love Quotes !



To the world you might be one person, but to one person you might be the world.
~ Unknown.


Love is the master key that opens the gates of happiness.
~ Oliver Wendell Holmes.


Candle light, moon light, star light,The brightest glow is from love light.
~ Grey Livingston.


Come live in my heart and pay no rent.
~ Samuel Lover.

Lovely Friendship Thoughts !



"One can never speak enough of the virtues, the dangers, the power of shared laughter."
~ Francoise Sagan.

"Keep your friends in your heart and your eniemies in your sight."
~ dana.

"The finest kind of friendship is between two people who expect a great deal of each other, but never ask it."
~ Syvia Bremer.

"A reassuring presence, A light when times are dark, A hand reaching out, Is

GOODBYE

Tomorrow you said be a day with ,
now your love is gone and your in to someone far away
I never thought the day would come
what i would see your sun not mine
holdin unto yours cause i could not find that mine
and now i ca'nt deny nothing last forever

but i dont wana live and see the tear drops in ur eyes
i dont wana live to see the day we say goodbye

now there comes another for a life
i could alone
sitting on the bulb with cris
and i can't believe
cause my house not my home
i just wana touch you gurl
i wana feel you closer to me
without your love
i cud give up now
and you walk away so easily
so maybe why  wer young
wel figure out together
cause even with the pain
thers a remedy
and it will be alryt
reapet
i dont wana live to see the day that we say goodbye

when i first met you i couldnt love anymore
but you stole my dreams
and it made me see
that i can walk onto the sun to be still with me now i ca'nt deny
nothing last foerver
 but i dont wan live and see the teardrops and your eyes
so baby why break up
lets figure out together
even with the pain
theres a remedy
and it will be alright
cause i  dont wana live
to see the day that you say goodbye

Monday, August 16, 2010

Friendship Fairy Cards, Glittering Fairy for Friends

Watch the cute fairy presenting beautiful and lovely pictures and quotes on friendship in her cute style. Must explore these Friendship Fairy Cards to exchange friends love, affection, feelings and true emotions. Get free access over these animated ecards to exchange them with your friendship circle.
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Friendship Fairy Cards, Glittering Fairy for Friends

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Anime Friends Cards, Friendship Anime Cartoon eCards

Enjoy our latest brunch of anime cartoons performing as friends to bring beauty of friendship bond in their animated style. Browse below showcased Anime Friends Cards to be shared with your dear network of friends and beloved ones. Click to get full size view of the thumbnails.
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Anime Friends Cards, Friendship Anime Cartoon eCards

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3d Friendship Cards, 3D Friends Greetings

Explore our animated collection of 3d based greeting cards to be exchanged with friends and buddies. These 3d Friendship Cards are available for free with easy download facility showcasing wings wearing fairy, cute little kids, flowers and glittering pictures to express beauty of friendship.
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Explore our animated collection of 3d based greeting cards to be exchanged with friends and buddies. These 3d Friendship Cards are available for free with easy download facility showcasing wings wearing fairy, cute little kids, flowers and glittering pictures to express beauty of friendship.
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Friendship Teddy Cards, Teddy Friends Greetings

Exchange these friendship teddy cards among your dear friends, buddies and beloved ones to add cuteness to your relationship. Teddy bears hugging each other tightly to bring warmth between each other. Even teddies are presented as gift of friendship along with some pleasing quotes and sayings.
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Friendship Teddy Cards, Teddy Friends Greetings

Exchange these friendship teddy cards among your dear friends, buddies and beloved ones to add cuteness to your relationship. Teddy bears hugging each other tightly to bring warmth between each other. Even teddies are presented as gift of friendship along with some pleasing quotes and sayings.
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Romantic Love Thoughts !




Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but somehow feeling warm inside because you're close in heart.
~ Kay Knudsen.

Love puts the fun in together, the sad in apart, and the joy in a heart.
~ Unknown.

Love is to let those we love be perfectly themselves, and not to twist them to fit our own image... otherwise we love only the reflection of ourselves we find in them.
~ Unknown.

A Great Friendship Poem !



When Days R Filled With SunshineHow Close We Hold A Friend,It's Good To Share The LaughterAnd Dreams That Have No End.
But When The Days R Shadowed,And Touched With Pain Or Grief,The Bond Of Friendship Tighten,Almost Beyond Belief..
The Burdens Aren't So HeavyWhen Some One Takes Ur Hand,And Not A Word Is NeededFor True Friend To Understand.
The World Would Be More LonelyIn Sunny Hours Or

Friday, August 13, 2010

Friday the 13th LOL. Still struggling with emotional issues from yesterday ARGHH

Friday the 13th!!! LOL.  As you read yesterday, I am struggling a bit emotionally here with the whole marriage thing again. What is wrong with me??  Sometimes I feel like I fight my inner self consistently.  :-)  It should not be this hard to maintain balance.  I have been flipping back and forth between 2 books  (The Dance of Fear and Getting  Past OK) 
Am I just searching too hard for perfection??  There is no such thing as perfection and I know that 
So what am I searching for??
I don't have a bad life but yet I always yearn for more.  Isn't that selfish when there are so many people out there suffering through such tragedy?
Why can't I just be satisfied with what I have?  It's not bad  :-(
but I know if it's to be, it is up to me
Going to go back to the whole committment thing again,  "Committed doesn't mean you have, it means you chose to and you are going to stick with it"

HMMMMM????

Any input would be appreciated  :-)

Jamestown Story- Goodbye

PRINCESS

She came into my life unexpectedly


This very great and fun thoughts
The first time I saw her she was walking
on the street alone barely
She looked so sad and lonely, with
eyes full of rage
My heart went out to her and I openly
wept
I knew right away that I wanted her
as my princess
She was lovely, pretty and look great
the way she smile
And after much caring she was a beautiful
sight
Her brown eyes sparkled like emeralds
in the dark of the night
I named her Princess, but I called
her mhine
And though it took many years, her
trust I did eventually win
She captivated my heart to no end
And she and I became the best of friends
Our life together was far too short
you see
It was only one year that I had her
here with me
The diabetes and the strains of old
age began to take its toll
And I knew that I would have to free
her soul
Through it all, though you weren't
in any pain
I just knew in my heart it would never
be the same
The day had come when we would have
to say goodbye
And even now when I think of you I
still cry
Even though we are now apart
My dear sweet Mhine, you will always
hold a special place in my heart
For I know that when my time on this
Earth ends
You and I will be together once again

Good Friendship Poem !




Friends in life we gatherTheir prints we always findUpon our hearts foreverThis gift in life divined
Always there beside youIn the path you goFollow you foreverWith gentleness I'll show
You to me are beautyIn every waking dayWhenever you are near meMy heart just wants to say
To me there is no otherThat means so much to meFootsteps made togetherWith love and loyalty
If you need me silentWith

Popular Love Sentences !



They do not love that do not show their love.
~ William Shakespeare.

'Tis better to have loved and lost Than never to have loved at all.
~ Lord Tennyson.

There is no remedy for love but to love more.
~ Henry David Thoreau.

Love has features which pierce all hearts, he wears a bandage which conceals the faults of those beloved. He has wings, he comes quickly and flies away the same.
~

NEW Bob Ong Love Quotes

This is from Bob Ong's latest work. Update: 2011 Bob Ong Quotes can be found HERE.

1. "Maraming tao dito ang mas malungkot pa sa taong nakatira sa buwan. Saka hindi naman kailangan ng maraming tao para makabuo ng mundo e. Minsan isang tao lang ang kasama mo, buo na ang mundong kailangan mo habambuhay.. " -Bob Ong
2. “Alam mo ba ang pinagkaiba ng mga bulag at ng mga nakakakita?”

“Paningin?”

“Hindi alam ng mga nakakakita kung kailan sila bulag.” - Bob Ong

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Thursday, August 12, 2010

Resolve to Change Conditions

The question for each man to settle is not what he would do if he had means, time, influence and educational advantages; the question is what he will do with the things he has. The moment a young man ceases to dream or to bemoan his lack of opportunities and resolutely looks his conditions in the face, and resolves to change them, he lays the corner-stone of a solid and honorable success. - Hamilton Wright Mabie

What is Committment

Ok  -  so as you saw from my earlier post-  I am struggling today.
After my last post earlier today, I really felt smothered here in my house and had to get out.  I called my cousin up and asked her to meet me out.  We drove over to a little hole in the wall bar to watch the Ravens first preseason game.  I had one glass of wine and talked with her and I stopped after one glass of wine.  I didn't want anymore  (which is really unusual for me) but we had a nice talk.
Than the oddest thing happened, a girl came into the bar (whom both my cousin and I grew up with)  All of us had really rough childhoods but my cousin and I survived ours.  We wanted better and we worked really hard in our lives to get where we are today.  (we are both in our early thirties)  so the girl comes in the bar (also in her early thirties but you could tell that she succumbed to her childhood)  She was strung out on drugs, looked way older than her years and was just a real mess. 
She came over and was talking to us and all I was thinking in my head  "That could have been me"

My cousin and I thought of a quick excuse to get away from her.  The girl was trouble.  After I left my cousin, I just drove for a while listening to music and just trying to focus.  I am so glad I survived my childhood and didn't succumb to it.  I have so many blessings but I need to get past the point of being just "OK" and I really need to figure out this marriage thing quick.

so I came home and just read some.  Of course, I always read on the issues that I am struggling with.
Am I really just afraid of this or is it just not enough??
What is committment?

A committment is a conscious choice to live your life with some sort of structure- to make a choice today about how you will live in the future. 
I need to make a clear, conscious choice.

Am I not backing out of this marriage because I really want it?  Am I afraid to be alone?  Am I afraid to feel like an ass backing out now when so many people have put so much effort? or do I want to spend the rest of my life with him?

I just don't know!!!!  but I can't wait too long to figure this out. 

I am watching right now as 2 of my friends are having affairs because their marriages are so unhappy.  I don't want that  (Not that I would do that because I would end the marriage first) at least I think I would but I guess I wouldn't know until I was in that situation

Questioning my Wedding Date

Oh No.  I am thinking this journey to self discovery is really making me re-evaluate everything in my life.  I am having a bad mental day today.  I have been doing so good physically.  I haven't really been drinking any alcohol.  (haven't had any in weeks)  I have been running, hanging out with friends, spending lots of quality time with my daughter and for the first time in forever, my mind is really clear  (Note; not that I was ever an alcholic but I would often have glasses of wine in the evening to relax or whenever I was feeling stressed so I guess you could say the tendency was there)  I read alot now and I run alot now.  I run almost everynight.  (Now, I have to ask myself, what am I trying to run to?)  I have been on vacation from work this week and spent some awesome time with my daughter.  We went to 6 flags, we went to the movies to see Step Up in 3D  (that was really awesome) but it really made me think.
They said some powerful quotes about life and what you want in life and to strive to get it..
Sorry if I am rambling but I just keep looking at my fiance today and thinking "Do I really want this marriage" 
It seems that the harder I work for self improvement, the more content he is to do less and sit back and just watch me work harder and him work less.  Oh no, this isn't what I want.  I don't want to be his mother.  I want someone to stand beside me.
Now, I am in a real pickle.  All this stuff for the wedding is booked etc.  The wedding is 10/10/10 and I don't know if this is for me and I don't know how to get out of it without breaking my mother's heart completely.    OH-  I am stressing terribly.

The more I am around him this week, the less I am wanting this marriage.  I don't want to blow up because I don't know if I am just being hormonal or having cold feet.  It bothers me that he is content to sit back and watch me work my mortgage processing job, selling my partylite product and doing my stock trading, raising my daughter and his while she is here etc and when I talk to him about bringing extra income into the house etc (Note:  He does work everyday but isn't a go getter like me)  He just says that he is working on it.  Really????  This line is getting really old now because he has been using it for like 2 years now and getting nothing accomplished.

I don't want to bash him.  I have been with him for 6 years and he has been here for me through some really tough times.  Now, I feel like I am outgrowing him and I am very scared.    He has many good qualities but tends to be on the lazy side and he is has a daughter outside of our relationship.  I have one and he has one.  We have none together and I don't plan on it.  He is not a hands on father to his own daughter.  He is to mine but not to his and that really bothers me.  I think he is to mine simply because he wants me.  Now I just don't know what to do

Bad mental health day for me today.  On a good note, the stress lead me to a double run today.  I am getting more physically fit by the day :-)

Christmas Carol

Words of Wisdom Of the Day # 294


"Freedom is not worth having if it does not include the freedom to make mistakes."

~Mahatma Gandhi



New Inspirational and Motivational Quotes

Even if I don't reach all my goals, I've gone higher than I would have if I hadn't set any.

*Danielle Fotopoulis*

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I expect to pass through this world but once. Any good, therefore, that I can do or any kindness I can show to any fellow creature, let me do it now. Let me not defer or neglect it for I shall not pass this way again.

*Stephen Grellet*

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You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when. But you can decide how you're going to live now.

*Joan Baez*

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What a different story people would have to tell if they would adopt a definite purpose and stand by that purpose until it had time to become an all-consuming purpose.

*Napoleon Hill*

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Love grows by giving. The love we give away is the only love we keep. The only way to retain love is to give it away.

*Elbert Hubbard*

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Life is a big canvas, throw all the paint on it you can.

*Danny Kaye*

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Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.

*Mark Twain*

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We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

*Sam Keen*


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Whether you think you can or think you can't - you are right.

*Henry Ford*


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The best changes often start as single, simple thoughts. Think big, and discover how to make your dreams real.

*Unknown*

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Fascinating Love Quotes !



Love would never be a promise of a rose garden unless it is showered with light of faith, water of sincerity and air of passion.
~ Unknown.

Just because somebody doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
~ Unknown.

Love is a canvas furnished by Nature and embroidered by imagination.
~Voltaire.

Anyone can catch your eye, but it takes

Important Friendship Quotes !



"Try to be governed by your loves and not your hates and find goodness and beauty where you can."


~ Brandon Merenda.



"We are all angels with only one wing...we can fly only embracing each other."


~ Unknown.



"It is a sweet thing, friendship, a dear balm,A happy and auspicious bird of calm..."


~ Shelly.



"The best way to keep your friends is not to give them away."


~ Wilson

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Best Friendship Sentences !



Friends are kisses blown to us by angels.
~ Unknown.


I always felt that the great high privilege, relief and comfort of friendship was that one had to explain nothing.
~Katherine Mansfield.


A friend can tell you things you don't want to tell yourself.
~Frances Ward Weller.


Yesterday brought the beginning, tomorrow brings the end, and somewhere in the middle we became the best of

Magical Love Sentences !



Sometimes the shortest distance between two points is a winding path walked arm in arm.
~ Robert Brault.

Sometimes it's a form of love just to talk to somebody that you have nothing in common with and still be fascinated by their presence.
~ David Byrne.
 
Love is an irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired.
~ Robert Frost.

Whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same.

Monday, August 9, 2010

There is no education like adversity. -Benjamin Disraeli
People seldom improve when they have no other model but themselves to copy. -Oliver Goldsmith #quotes

Tagalog Love Text Messages

1. masakit kapag nalaman mong iba na ang mahal ng mahal mo..

kapag nalaman mong hindi na siya masaya sa piling mo...

pero, mas masakit pa rin ung magmukhang tanga...

kahit alam mong ayaw na niya talaga.
2. Hindi dahil mukha siyang seryoso sa sinabi niya eh totoo na.

Kaya nga may konsepto ng “panloloko”,
Pinapaniwala ka sa bagay na hindi talaga totoo.
Minsan, kung ano pa yung bagay na seryoso eh yun ang dinadaan sa biro, at yung biro, siyang sineseryoso.

Ganyan sila kagulo..
Ganyan tayo kagago.

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Lovely Love Quotes !

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast,
it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking.
It is not easily angered,
it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil,
but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts,
always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.


Bible
~I Corinthians 13:4-8~






Love can transform
the most

Sweet Friendship Messages !

A true friend never gets in your way unless you happen to be going down.


~ Arnold H. Glasgow.




Treat your friends as you do your pictures, and place them in their best light.


~ Jennie Jerome Churchill.




When a friend is in trouble, don't annoy him by asking if there is anything you can do. Think up something appropriate and do it.


~ Edgar Watson Howe.




The warmth of a friend's

Saturday, August 7, 2010

Affordable QWERTY phone from Nokia


Nokia launched Nokia C3 last July 31 here. Priced at just $129 (US Dollars) , 90 Euros and P7,295 (Philippine Pesos) it is one of the more affordable Series 40 phones out there with full QWERTY keypad capabilities. The phone is packed with cool features that would let you stay in touch with your social network.

Easily update your status on Twitter and Facebook and set up your email in seconds. Access up to 10 accounts, including Gmail, Hotmail, Yahoo! Mail, Ovi Mail and many other popular services. Send instant messages through Windows Live Messenger, Yahoo! Messenger, Google Talk and Ovi Chat.

What's more, it also boasts of a Wi-Fi connectivity, large 2.4 inch display, a 2 megapixel camera and up to 8GB storage on its MicroSD memory card slot. Comes in Slate Grey, Hot Pink and Golden White colors. Click below to find out more:


Display
  • Display Size: 2.4"
  • Resolution: 320 x 240 pixels (TFT) 
  • 262,000 colours 
  • Landscape QVGA
  • Ringtones: AAC, eAAC+, MP3, WMA, MIDI, Video ringtones

Data network 
  • GPRS
  • EGPRS
  • Wi-Fi
  • TCP/IP support
  • Capability to serve as data modem

 Camera
  • 2 megapixel camera (1600 x 1200 pixels)
  • Still image formats: JPEG
  • Zoom up to 4x (digital)
  • Fullscreen viewfinder
  • Self timer
  • Effects in viewfinder: greyscale, sepia and negative
Video camera
  • ·          2 megapixel
  • ·         Video file format: H.263, H.264, AVI, MPEG-4 (stored as .mpg or .3gp files), WMV
  • ·         resolution 320 x 240
  • ·         Video clip length: up to capacity of memory card
  • ·         Settings for scene, video light, white balance, colour tone
  • ·         Zoom up to 4 x digital
Connectivity 
  • ·         Bluetooth
  • ·         USB 2.0
  • ·         3.5 mm AV connector
  • Music features 

·         Nokia Music Player
  • ·         Music codecs: .MP3, WMA, AAC, eAAC, eAAC+
  • ·         3.5 mm stereo headphone plug
  • ·         Ringtones: mp3, aac, 64-tone polyphonic
  • ·         Radio
Included games
  • Bounce
  • Sudoku
  • Block'd
  • Diamond Rush
Browsing and internet 
 
  • ·         Nokia OSS web browser
  • ·         JavaScript version 1.3 and 1.5
  • ·         Included Opera Mini browser optimises web page rending for mobile devices
  • ·         Web Search
  • ·         Communities widget on home screen shows live feeds from Facebook and Twitter
Email and messaging
  • Easy access to your email accounts, including Yahoo!® Mail, Gmail™, Windows Live™, Hotmail™ and other popular POP/IMAP services
  • Easy Ovi Mail free email account creation directly from phone
  • Instant messaging through Windows Live Messenger™, Yahoo!® Messenger, Google Talk™ and Ovi Chat
  • Conversational SMS for chat-style text messages
  • SMS, MMS
  • Nokia Xpress audio messaging
Power Management
  • ·         Talk time (maximum): up to 7 hours
  • ·         Standby time (maximum): up to 800 hours (20 days)
  • ·         Music playback time (offline mode, maximum): 30 hours
Memory
  • MicroSD memory card slot, hot swappable, up to 8 GB
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